I kind of envy you....I love the feeling of being in water, and I would want tom die in it too ! It's just that I am som fat I'll never be able to get myself properly under water even with weights...so maybe OD and then go for a swim? Do you have access to any legal knock-out drugs? I'll be shooting myself in the head while I'm in water, so see you down the surface my friend ! Take care and I hope everything goes as you wish. May the god of suicide be with you and accompany you in your last moments....which should be enjoyable, once you stop breathing because you have swallowed water Which replaces the air in your lungs you'll feel at peace !