I’m doing it today.

[kommsussertod]

Well I've lost everything. No friends. No family. No job. No safety. No peace.
I live in Ohio if anyone wants to join me. You don't have to do it with me but I'd like someone to hang out with so I don't die alone in the woods. Either way though.

I'm bringing a knife and my pills, plus some visine just to slow my heart rate and lower my blood pressure (it'll calm me down and help me ease into "sleep"). Looking for a place to do it. If I have enough money I'm going to NY so I can die near my old house, sentimental reasons I guess.

If I make another post it's because my dumbass can't ever fucking do this right.

 

[Rocinante]

I live in Ohio if anyone wants to join me. You don't have to do it with me but I'd like someone to hang out with so I don't die alone in the woods. Either way though.

what part of OH, I'm from northwestern Ohio
Can probably voice call if you want someone to talk to so you're not alone

 

[kommsussertod]

what part of OH, I'm from northwestern Ohio
Can probably voice call if you want someone to talk to so you're not alone

I'm near Cleveland.

 

[Helween]

Don't hesitate to come back if you need to talk/keep us updated, but you're sure about that, i wish you to succeed go in peace .

 

[bookgirl]

I hope you find the peace you are looking for

 

[rozeske]

I'm assuming the knife is for cutting, I would advice against it as it rarely works and the damage could be permanent.

 

[winterparty]

I Wish you so much strength but can you Tell us more about your plan?

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope that you find the freedom you are searching for, best wishes.

 

[Aphex Triplet]

Goodbye. Sleep well.

 

[justcallmeJ]

Please be careful with your plan, methods involving a knife dont work most of the time. Anyhow i hope you will find your peace, best wishes <3

 

[PetrichorBirth]

Well I've lost everything. No friends. No family. No job. No safety. No peace.
I live in Ohio if anyone wants to join me. You don't have to do it with me but I'd like someone to hang out with so I don't die alone in the woods. Either way though.

I'm bringing a knife and my pills, plus some visine just to slow my heart rate and lower my blood pressure (it'll calm me down and help me ease into "sleep"). Looking for a place to do it. If I have enough money I'm going to NY so I can die near my old house, sentimental reasons I guess.

If I make another post it's because my dumbass can't ever fucking do this right.

I don't have advice or anything, and i wish you only the best and peace.

I do want to say : I love Rei Ayanami, i like your profile picture :D Not sure if you watched Evangelion, but who knows, maybe if you end up doing it, you'll end up in the human instrumentality, and you'll get cool insights

 

[deaddogsfuneral]

Like other people have said, if you're planning to use a knife then you might want to reconsider. There's a good chance you'll just be left in a lot of pain rather than your intended goal. I hope you can find peace.

 

[kommsussertod]

I don't have advice or anything, and i wish you only the best and peace.

I do want to say : I love Rei Ayanami, i like your profile picture :D Not sure if you watched Evangelion, but who knows, maybe if you end up doing it, you'll end up in the human instrumentality, and you'll get cool insights

Thank you. Though I'm moreso like Shinji, Rei is also someone I really relate to. I want to be okay with my own destruction the way she is.

Like other people have said, if you're planning to use a knife then you might want to reconsider. There's a good chance you'll just be left in a lot of pain rather than your intended goal. I hope you can find peace.

A knife is only for cutting my wrists. It'll make me feel better, somehow. Always did before

I'm assuming the knife is for cutting, I would advice against it as it rarely works and the damage could be permanent.

It's only for self harm. Not for ending my life. cutting will help me calm down.

 

[deaddogsfuneral]

A knife is only for cutting my wrists. It'll make me feel better, somehow. Always did before

I understand. I hope you're able to find comfort and peace.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

what part of OH, I'm from northwestern Ohio
Can probably voice call if you want someone to talk to so you're not alone

Me too. I hate Ohio. Just living in Ohio alone is a good reason to CTB lol.

Anyway to the OP:

I hope you find the peace from your suffering that you deserve.

 

[Amber1974!!]

I'm near Cleveland.

I live in Cleveland