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Sweetie I don't even know what that is.
 
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hypo666

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Something else I forgot to mention... and Iam reminded by another poster mentioning the walk to beachy head. If you are going from eastbourne train station it is a serious walk. I myself despite following the signs to beachy head ,I got to the stage when it started to go up hill and then the pavement stopped and I had to trudge up grassy verges by the main road. As I was doing this cars were going past me including at one stage a police car. I gave up trying to walk it ,believing I was drawing attention to myself.

I went back into town and took another risk by getting a taxi to beachy head. I say another risk because on another forum similar to this it was mentioned that taxi drivers are on the lookout for suicidal people and they contact the police if they get a passenger who concerns them in some way. I made a point of having a 'cover story' and the taxi driver did indeed through the conversation ask me why I was heading there. I told him my grandad was in the bombers over beachy head during the war and I wanted to see it.

But yes,beachy head isn't exactly easy to get there unless you are driving. you need to be quite determined .
Thanks for the replies.

I saw in a video on YouTube that around the area of the lighthouse there's a cliff wall that can be a good enough location for the jump.

hypo66, have you ever heard of a failed suicide attempt specifically in heady beach?

2 failed attempts I have read news reports about from google. But in both cases the person didn't fall right to the bottom. One case the person fell onto a rocky ledge some distance from the bottom and broke bones and they had to be airlifted out. The other case someone had police involvement ,but he jumped anyway and one police officer was attached to some kind of lynch and caught the suicide in the air. I believe they used a taser on him as the sucidal person was upset at being overpowered ,his suicidal attempt stopped and put up a fight with the police .The police officer got an award for bravery and the suicidal person was sectioned
 
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MeltingHeart

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Something else I forgot to mention... and Iam reminded by another poster mentioning the walk to beachy head. If you are going from eastbourne train station it is a serious walk. I myself despite following the signs to beachy head ,I got to the stage when it started to go up hill and then the pavement stopped and I had to trudge up grassy verges by the main road. As I was doing this cars were going past me including at one stage a police car. I gave up trying to walk it ,believing I was drawing attention to myself.

I went back into town and took another risk by getting a taxi to beachy head. I say another risk because on another forum similar to this it was mentioned that taxi drivers are on the lookout for suicidal people and they contact the police if they get a passenger who concerns them in some way. I made a point of having a 'cover story' and the taxi driver did indeed through the conversation ask me why I was heading there. I told him my grandad was in the bombers over beachy head during the war and I wanted to see it.

But yes,beachy head isn't exactly easy to get there unless you are driving. you need to be quite determined .
I got a taxi too! - I had being crying for hours-was def being super strange & edgy- was all by myself, tiny bit drunk-i was like- i need to get to beachy head-he didnt even question it , lol! & when I got there- again- big red eyes, walking back an forth- going right to the edge and looking over -the chaplains glanced over and literally walked away!-not saying i wanted their attention I didnt, but after the fact I was kind of surprised-like if i had been someone that was having a 'moment' and possibly needed intervention. I wasnt havent a moment as still feel exactlythe same 8 months later-i wish id had the damn nerve- I probably should have taken it as a sign that no one even mildly interposed, I defo should have got on with it- plain old fear got the better of me- i felt so pathetic, lame, frustrated & angry at myself having to trudge all the way back again in the same pitiful state. epic fail!
 
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hypo666

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I got a taxi too! - I had being crying for hourse- was all by myself, tiny bit drunk-i was like- i need to get to beachy head-he didnt even question it , lol! & when I got there- again- big red eyes, walking back an forth- going right to the edge and looking over -the chaplains glanced over and literally walked away-not saying i wanted their attention I didnt, but after the fact I was kind of surprised- I probably should have taken it as a sign that I defo should have got on with it- plain old fear got the better of me- i felt so pathetic, lame, frustrated & angry at myself having to trudge all the way back again in the same pitiful state. epic fail!

I spotted the chaplains quite soon when I arrived it was only when I leant over the edge and stood on one leg did they approach me. As soon as I got to beachy head and I saw the bottom I didn't have the balls to jump myself. If I hadn't have believed I would be going to prison because of something else I did earlier that day I would like you have trudged away home. I felt my life was finished but I couldn't jump, my mind was locked in a kind of limbo. I felt my life was fucked . so I stood on one leg hoping 'nature' would help me end it.

Iam not sure I believe in god anymore but perhaps it was decided it wasn't your time yet,you can't know what the future holds.Again not sure I believe it,but I feel I have to say that because I think it's sad we have all come to this. There should be a non violent peaceful way to end your life .
 
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MeltingHeart

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I spotted the chaplains quite soon when I arrived it was only when I leant over the edge and stood on one leg did they approach me. As soon as I got to beachy head and I saw the bottom I didn't have the balls to jump myself. If I hadn't have believed I would be going to prison because of something else I did earlier that day I would like you have trudged away home. I felt my life was finished but I couldn't jump, my mind was locked in a kind of limbo. I felt my life was fucked . so I stood on one leg hoping 'nature' would help me end it.

Iam not sure I believe in god anymore but perhaps it was decided it wasn't your time yet,you can't know what the future holds.Again not sure I believe it,but I feel I have to say that because I think it's sad we have all come to this. There should be a non violent peaceful way to end your life .
Im a staunch atheist- so I hadnt thought of that as a factor- i also think its a fallacy that those that dont do it - means they secretly dont want to die or have some hope left - i mean of course in therory i dont want to (or rather didnt use to want to) die but I know with 100% certainty that I would be v,miserable for the rest of my existnence if I continue to live-so that now i certainly would like to bring my days to a close- but it is literally just SI and fear that stoppped me, Hmmm might do a thread about this kind cognitive dissonance actuallly.
 
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Xena87

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Dec 9, 2019
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Hi. I too am curious about beachy head. I have always wanted to drown or burn, these are the ONLY ways our spirit will release from our body and we will enter the next dimension. We truly need to feel our death and perish, as water and fire will do...but I too am now desperate to die and am leaning towards Beachy head.
 
MeltingHeart

MeltingHeart

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Hi. I too am curious about beachy head. I have always wanted to drown or burn, these are the ONLY ways our spirit will release from our body and we will enter the next dimension. We truly need to feel our death and perish, as water and fire will do...but I too am now desperate to die and am leaning towards Beachy head.
Do you mind me asking where do you get this theory about burning and drowning & spirit release? Curious. Never heard of it before.
 
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Xena87

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Do you mind me asking where do you get this theory about burning and drowning & spirit release? Curious. Never heard of it before.

To die and not feel our death is to cheat our death! Often when you die suddenly and don't feel it, you don't realise you are dead and become trapped between the earth realm and the other dimensions that exist all around. Fire and water is nature and not only will it consume our body, it also ends our human life with the guarantee of feeling the pain of our body dying, ending our time on earth and enabling us to move on.
 
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ArtVandelay

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To die and not feel our death is to cheat our death! Often when you die suddenly and don't feel it, you don't realise you are dead and become trapped between the earth realm and the other dimensions that exist all around. Fire and water is nature and not only will it consume our body, it also ends our human life with the guarantee of feeling the pain of our body dying, ending our time on earth and enabling us to move on.

Source?
 
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NeCkDeEp

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Fuck. I'd have loved to jump but I live 5 hours away from Beachy head sounds long tbh
 
MeltingHeart

MeltingHeart

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To die and not feel our death is to cheat our death! Often when you die suddenly and don't feel it, you don't realise you are dead and become trapped between the earth realm and the other dimensions that exist all around. Fire and water is nature and not only will it consume our body, it also ends our human life with the guarantee of feeling the pain of our body dying, ending our time on earth and enabling us to move on.
Didnt just mean to expand on it, I meant where did you obtain/learn about this idea/theory? or did you construct it yourself? its quite interesting and I have never ever heard it before!
Fuck. I'd have loved to jump but I live 5 hours away from Beachy head sounds long tbh
You'd love to jump? really...have you ever stood at the edge of a 500ft cliff onto jagged rocks & rough freezing cold seas?! trust me, it is terrifying!
 
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Xena87

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Dec 9, 2019
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Didnt just mean to expand on it, I meant where did you obtain/learn about this idea/theory? or did you construct it yourself? its quite interesting and I have never ever heard it before!

You'd love to jump? really...have you ever stood at the edge of a 500ft cliff onto jagged rocks & rough freezing cold seas?! trust me, it is terrifying!

Its my personal belief!..
Its my personal belief!..

But the easy way out for me would be to jump from Beachy head. It is tempting... Almost like it calls you.. The golden gate bridge has the same effect, it calls your name and begs you to jump. Maybe it has this lure because the people who have died there are still there and want company in the space between 2 realms which they live?....
 
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NeCkDeEp

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You'd love to jump? really...have you ever stood at the edge of a 500ft cliff onto jagged rocks & rough freezing cold seas?! trust me, it is terrifying!
I have done a skydive of 10.000 and been bungeejumping twice, I might be able to do that
 
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MeltingHeart

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I have done a skydive of 10.000 and been bungeejumping twice, I might be able to do that
oh wow! shit i would never have the nerve to do a skydv or bungee! yea maybe u could- thou i dont think it would be as 'fun' as the former!:hihi:
 
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G@lled

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Dec 9, 2019
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Beachy Head is one of the options on my list, but I have only recently started to explore options.
I am a great believer in doing a recce in advance (I went to check out the Clifton Suspension Bridge, but the suicide barriers definitely put me off).
I wonder if it would work to partner up with someone and check out Beachy Head - with two people, it would look less suspicious to the god squad, but could be a good way of sussing out whether or not it would be feasible.
 
Xena87

Xena87

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Dec 9, 2019
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Beachy Head is one of the options on my list, but I have only recently started to explore options.
I am a great believer in doing a recce in advance (I went to check out the Clifton Suspension Bridge, but the suicide barriers definitely put me off).
I wonder if it would work to partner up with someone and check out Beachy Head - with two people, it would look less suspicious to the god squad, but could be a good way of sussing out whether or not it would be feasible.

Where u from?
 
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MeltingHeart

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Beachy Head is one of the options on my list, but I have only recently started to explore options.
I am a great believer in doing a recce in advance (I went to check out the Clifton Suspension Bridge, but the suicide barriers definitely put me off).
I wonder if it would work to partner up with someone and check out Beachy Head - with two people, it would look less suspicious to the god squad, but could be a good way of sussing out whether or not it would be feasible.

the god squad were pretty shit at their ''job" when i went there-i stopped myself in the end as was too damn scared-they didnt stop me
 
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G@lled

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I'm British. About 3 hours drive away from Beachy Head (though don't have a car right now)
 
Xena87

Xena87

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Dec 9, 2019
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the god squad were pretty shit at their ''job" when i went there-i stopped myself in the end as was too damn scared-they didnt stop me

Who are these god squad people? I would tell them to go fuck themselves if
I'm British. About 3 hours drive away from Beachy Head (though don't have a car right now)

Me neither. I too am British, live in Bedford, near Luton. A good 4hr journey for me. I would love to go visit...if you need a partner I will tag along... I'll bring rum
 
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MeltingHeart

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Who are these god squad people? I would tell them to go fuck themselves if
They are called the Chaplains, i dont have a problem with them personally-some people thou of course not all are just in a temporary crisis and need someone to stop them in that moment & talk to them- I watched a prog about this old chap-that has gone up to loads of people for a chat-and then invited them to his house near by for a tea-seems many people were so greatful he stepped in and prevented them. If you really wanna do it though, its not that hard to avoid the team.

Me neither. I too am British, live in Bedford, near Luton. A good 4hr journey for me. I would love to go visit...if you need a partner I will tag along... I'll bring rum
 
Xena87

Xena87

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Dec 9, 2019
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I scare most people so I doubt these people would bother me lol
 
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Sideswipe

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Nov 20, 2019
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Yes if you jump from lighthouse point and you go straight to it. No misper notification on you or pre alerts.

chaplains work till 12am but if you don't engage and get straight to it you won't have a problem. If you engage and they start a convo with you they will call for help and the CG, Pol and negotiators.

could you do it infront of them if they tried to talk to you?
 
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G@lled

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Xena I am new here and need to be a member for a bit longer before I can PM you. But I definitely like the idea of a joint trip :)
 
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LivingToLong

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It's pretty darned high so I reckon you'd make a helluva mess of yourself even if it didn't kill you. There are some other high points too (someone mentioned the Seven Sisters). I have a fear of heights so couldn't get close to the edge even if I wanted to jump. My legs become heavy and virtually refuse to work as I approach the edge, I doubt I could get within a metre.
 
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