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besodeamor

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(Sorry for my poor writing; I don't speak English very well.) I need help hanging myself. I tried the partially suspended method, I've made many attempts, and the only thing I feel is the sensation that my head is about to explode. It's a bit hard to breathe at the same time, and I end up with neck pain. The only sign that I'm "about to lose consciousness" that I've experienced is hearing sounds as if they were far away. I don't know what I'm doing wrong, I tried placing the rope below, in front of, and above my throat, yet I still haven't managed to lose consciousness. I need help. I need to die this week. I'm becoming desperate, and this is the only method I have access to.
 
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Praestat_Mori

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Welcome to SaSu :heart:

 
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I Finally Rest

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if you figure it out let me know. but i can never accomplish it this way either. i can never cut off my oxygen or blood flow enough to make it happen. when i seen people hanging themselves in videos to get an idea of how it happens and how it is done, i can never replicate it myself. i always wonder how they are able to do it so easily. even when they are struggling on the rope they never quit or try to reach out to stop themselves from losing conscious. it never happens for me, it hurts more to the point i fight back then i ever get close to accomplish it. i fight back because i never am able to do it good enough to go through, it just hurts as i explained and i am still breathing so i can never able to accomplish it
 
besodeamor

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if you figure it out let me know. but i can never accomplish it this way either. i can never cut off my oxygen or blood flow enough to make it happen. when i seen people hanging themselves in videos to get an idea of how it happens and how it is done, i can never replicate it myself. i always wonder how they are able to do it so easily. even when they are struggling on the rope they never quit or try to reach out to stop themselves from losing conscious. it never happens for me, it hurts more to the point i fight back then i ever get close to accomplish it. i fight back because i never am able to do it good enough to go through, it just hurts as i explained and i am still breathing so i can never able to accomplish it
I really understand you. I find it difficult, partly out of fear, and other times because I mess it up. I've tried several times to position the rope around my neck, but I never get anywhere; I always stop when I'm afraid things might end up worse like suffering brain damage or dying, but not in the way I'd want. Every time I try, I cling to the hope that I'll succeed, but I never do. It's incredibly frustrating, and that only deepens my despair about remaining here. I truly hope we can both manage it someday. In any case, I wish you the best of luck, whether you go on living or decide to take the other path.
Welcome to SaSu :corazĂłn:

I've seen it, I followed all the instructions, but I still haven't managed to lose consciousness. I really wonder what I'm doing wrong. I've placed the knot in every possible spot on my neck and just can't find a way to make it work. Still, I really appreciate it, thank you so much.❤️
 
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the only thing I feel is the sensation that my head is about to explode. It's a bit hard to breathe at the same time, and I end up with neck pain. The only sign that I'm "about to lose consciousness" that I've experienced is hearing sounds as if they were far away.
it sounds like ur hitting ur jugulars rather than ur carotids, im struggling w the same issue but if i do find a solution ill let u know
im using this website to read on how to fix it if u wanna take research into ur own hands https://en.farewellwiki.org/wiki/Hanging
 
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Welcome to SaSu :heart:

Very informative Wiki
 
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it sounds like ur hitting ur jugulars rather than ur carotids, im struggling w the same issue but if i do find a solution ill let u know
im using this website to read on how to fix it if u wanna take research into ur own hands https://en.farewellwiki.org/wiki/Hanging
ok so i tried using my fingers on my carotids, and the trick to blacking out with them is to hold ur head forward like a bird or smth. anyway I didnt fully black out nor could i do it while sitting or laying down, but standing up in front of the mirror and doing it gave me the signs that i was hitting my carotids (feeling the temp rising in ur head and ur vision going black even if ur eyes are open). idk when ill ctb but if i dont say anything else then u could assume it worked, ill use a lan cable since i used a thinner fabric last time (the string thing from ur hoodies and pants) and bigger is better to a certain point
 
HappyPotato69

HappyPotato69

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ok so i tried it and failed completely so im js considering hanging a non method for me at least
 
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groovygoober

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ok so i tried it and failed completely so im js considering hanging a non method for me at least
did you try to add padding or try with a different material entirely , I couldn't get it right with a rope without padding either , i used a towel (almost curtain like cloth) to test and it worked and I lost consciousness pretty quickly .
 
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did you try to add padding or try with a different material entirely , I couldn't get it right with a rope without padding either , i used a towel (almost curtain like cloth) to test and it worked and I lost consciousness pretty quickly .
tysm ill try it tonight with a towel too
 
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never mind me

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Partial suspension seems really hard, I couldn't even imagine succeeding with partial. Is there a reason why you guys choose partial over FSH? Like is there an advantage of partial hanging I'm not aware of? Because it just seems so much more straightforward and less prone to failure to just do FSH instaed of PSH.
 
HappyPotato69

HappyPotato69

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May 3, 2026
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Partial suspension seems really hard, I couldn't even imagine succeeding with partial. Is there a reason why you guys choose partial over FSH? Like is there an advantage of partial hanging I'm not aware of? Because it just seems so much more straightforward and less prone to failure to just do FSH instaed of PSH.
fsh seems more painful if i had to imagine and way harder to find a suspension point
did you try to add padding or try with a different material entirely , I couldn't get it right with a rope without padding either , i used a towel (almost curtain like cloth) to test and it worked and I lost consciousness pretty quickly .
didnt work for me, was hitting my jugulars again :(
 
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Apr 1, 2026
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didnt work for me, was hitting my jugulars again :(
I tried with a different towel after the successful towel and it just hurt me , you just gotta find something that works I guess , different angle different material different size yada yada .
Some people do it first try, idk how :(
 
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Gustav Hartmann

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Partial suspension seems really hard, I couldn't even imagine succeeding with partial. Is there a reason why you guys choose partial over FSH? Like is there an advantage of partial hanging I'm not aware of? Because it just seems so much more straightforward and less prone to failure to just do FSH instaed of PSH.
In my opinion partial suspension has no advantages provided that you really want to die. If you have stepped off the stool and hang full there is no turning back and death is guaranteed, if your set up does not break down and nobody disturbes you.
Partial hanging requires high willpover not to stand up again. Even after passing out it can happen that you free yourself if you choose partial.
Gallows and rope have to take about the same load in both cases because you will move in agony.
The pressure on the neck is in any case high enough if you hang full, whilst it may be to low, if you hang partial and are able to controll the pressure and pain by yourself.
The only disadvantage of full suspension is that it requires a higher anchor point,
 
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tokyoboo

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Jul 24, 2026
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I too experienced the same, no matter what , juglar veins are getting blocked and brain exploding feeling is coming. What should i do
 
nayomi

nayomi

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Jul 19, 2026
121
why you dont take something to knock you out while doing it?
 
nayomi

nayomi

only the truth will save us all
Jul 19, 2026
121
Like alcohol??
What happens if i hang like that while i experience the brain exploding feeling?
more like benzos or something i would say

if you feel uneasy than you probably gonna stand and try to quit
 
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tokyoboo

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Jul 24, 2026
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more like benzos or something i would say

if you feel uneasy than you probably gonna stand and try to quit
I don't know anything about these benzos or where to get them. Should I just stand on floor and hang? But still there is this brain exploding feeling.
 
nayomi

nayomi

only the truth will save us all
Jul 19, 2026
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I don't know anything about these benzos or where to get them. Should I just stand on floor and hang? But still there is this brain exploding feeling.
you can get it from your doctor if you say you have sleep problems and stuff. easiest is from black market.

kinda hard to do it if your instincts to live are way stronger than the pain you are having
 
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tokyoboo

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Jul 24, 2026
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Benzos are easy way out right??
I can't visit a doctor now, can you say how to order them or maybe in my country they would just sell .
you can get it from your doctor if you say you have sleep problems and stuff. easiest is from black market.

kinda hard to do it if your instincts to live are way stronger than the pain you a
 
nayomi

nayomi

only the truth will save us all
Jul 19, 2026
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Benzos are easy way out right??
I can't visit a doctor now, can you say how to order them or maybe in my country they would just sell .
like, they wont kill you, just make you feel nothing while using other method.
you need black market or ask your doctor
 
nayomi

nayomi

only the truth will save us all
Jul 19, 2026
121
Can I use sodium nitrate method. I don't know about that method but I can get sodium nitrate from amazon 250gm

i think you need to read here for couple of days or weeks before doing anything
 
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tokyoboo

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Jul 24, 2026
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i think you need to read here for couple of days or weeks before doing anything
Yes I've read here for some time . I'm not rushing into anything, thats why i stopped when i felt brain exploding thing.
 

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