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besodeamor

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Jul 6, 2026
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(Sorry for my poor writing; I don't speak English very well.) I need help hanging myself. I tried the partially suspended method, I've made many attempts, and the only thing I feel is the sensation that my head is about to explode. It's a bit hard to breathe at the same time, and I end up with neck pain. The only sign that I'm "about to lose consciousness" that I've experienced is hearing sounds as if they were far away. I don't know what I'm doing wrong, I tried placing the rope below, in front of, and above my throat, yet I still haven't managed to lose consciousness. I need help. I need to die this week. I'm becoming desperate, and this is the only method I have access to.
 
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Praestat_Mori

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Welcome to SaSu :heart:

 
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I Finally Rest

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Jul 5, 2026
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if you figure it out let me know. but i can never accomplish it this way either. i can never cut off my oxygen or blood flow enough to make it happen. when i seen people hanging themselves in videos to get an idea of how it happens and how it is done, i can never replicate it myself. i always wonder how they are able to do it so easily. even when they are struggling on the rope they never quit or try to reach out to stop themselves from losing conscious. it never happens for me, it hurts more to the point i fight back then i ever get close to accomplish it. i fight back because i never am able to do it good enough to go through, it just hurts as i explained and i am still breathing so i can never able to accomplish it
 
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besodeamor

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Jul 6, 2026
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if you figure it out let me know. but i can never accomplish it this way either. i can never cut off my oxygen or blood flow enough to make it happen. when i seen people hanging themselves in videos to get an idea of how it happens and how it is done, i can never replicate it myself. i always wonder how they are able to do it so easily. even when they are struggling on the rope they never quit or try to reach out to stop themselves from losing conscious. it never happens for me, it hurts more to the point i fight back then i ever get close to accomplish it. i fight back because i never am able to do it good enough to go through, it just hurts as i explained and i am still breathing so i can never able to accomplish it
I really understand you. I find it difficult, partly out of fear, and other times because I mess it up. I've tried several times to position the rope around my neck, but I never get anywhere; I always stop when I'm afraid things might end up worse like suffering brain damage or dying, but not in the way I'd want. Every time I try, I cling to the hope that I'll succeed, but I never do. It's incredibly frustrating, and that only deepens my despair about remaining here. I truly hope we can both manage it someday. In any case, I wish you the best of luck, whether you go on living or decide to take the other path.
Welcome to SaSu :corazĂłn:

I've seen it, I followed all the instructions, but I still haven't managed to lose consciousness. I really wonder what I'm doing wrong. I've placed the knot in every possible spot on my neck and just can't find a way to make it work. Still, I really appreciate it, thank you so much.❤️
 
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