Came close to doing it. Went to hospital. Told them I'm never going back there. I'm going to live and heal. No matter what I'm going to keep going. I came to this conclusion on my own. Please keep going if you can. I'm not saying "it will get better" I'm only coping in the now and I have more hope that I can fully heal. Thanks for anyone who read this.
-
Hey Guest,
We wanted to share a quick update with the community.
Our public expense ledger is now live, allowing anyone to see how donations are used to support the ongoing operation of the site.
👉 View the ledger hereOver the past year, increased regulatory pressure in multiple regions like UK OFCOM and Australia's eSafety has led to higher operational costs, including infrastructure, security, and the need to work with more specialized service providers to keep the site online and stable.
If you value the community and would like to help support its continued operation, donations are greatly appreciated. If you wish to donate via Bank Transfer or other options, please open a ticket.
Donate via cryptocurrency:
Bitcoin (BTC):Ethereum (ETH):Monero (XMR):
Ghostlights
Member
- Mar 21, 2026
- 76
That's amazing! I'm currently trying to achieve this mindset... the problem is, that I'm still too busy worrying about the future. But I'll try to keep going.
DeusVult
Archangel
- Aug 18, 2024
- 76
You know, I've been there too, where I found some light in life, and told myself I'd fight to enjoy life. And now I'm back down again. Its easy to lose it, and hard to find. I don't know what to do with my life again.
All you can do is try. Live because life is hard and feel pointless but laugh at the absurdity and stay for the fuck of it.
It's hard I'm not denying that. Shit I wish it was as easy as I made it out to be. But I'm a person with intense conviction when I decide to but that's just me. Do what you need though!
hurts2b
Wasting my time
- Mar 14, 2026
- 296
I set my mind to anything when I want to. Right now it's to keep fighting! I'm about to be 20 this May 28. Way too young and im feeling dramatically better. Now it's about staying better.
Dinorun
Member
- Jan 5, 2026
- 51
your mind set shift is amazing man,
Keep going remember that the rich man can be deeply unhappy and the poor man can be the happiest in the world,
which means the world is what you make of your experience
Look at mistakes and failures as stories to tell when you will be older
Focus on the good and success and even if you fall back to the trap you know you are strong enough to pull yourself out of it!
Thanks that's good advice! Have a good rest of your day/ night. It's night for me but maybe it's the day for you!Hold on to this hope as hard as you can, we always believe in you, whether you're happy or sad
you can always ground yourself in that you matter for us regardless
