lovelulu
with stars in my eyes, crying as I wheel.
- Jan 3, 2026
- 156
Im not sure if I worded this weird or not, but basically—my friends keep on calling me cute and adorable and stuff. Im not saying I dont like those compliments, they make me feel nice sometimes in fact, but recently they've been overbearing it. If that makes any sense. If I do anything remotely normal or just something I usually do, they keep calling me cute and adorable and saying how im just a baby. On top of that, its like they're dumbing me down— and constantly pitying me. Thats the biggest thing i get irritated at is when they pity me way too much. It makes me seem helpless and retarded. I dont even really think this is much of a problem, but with my mental problems and shit—its really making me pissed off, mostly because with them dumbing me down and making me seem 'cute', they don't listen to anything I say and I'm constantly ignored and talked over and excessively pity me. They speak to me in this certain tone—asking me things like im stupid or something. For example, today I was sharing a bag of chips with my friend. There's only a few chips left so she puts on this stupid pity voice and asks me, "can I have these last chips, or do you want them?" With this voice talking to me like im a child and I cant understand basic things. With them dumbing me down and making me seem like a child, they're constantly asking for my things with a pathetic voice. Im probably overreacting about this whole thing, but I needed to get it off my chest.
