Dandelion's
Dumbass
- May 24, 2026
- 168
I want to ctb more than anything in the world it's the most logical thing to do in my circumstances, it's grounded in reality.
But this dumb, stupid, delusional part of me tries to convince me otherwise, "But what if people don't just pity you???" I've been clinging onto this delusion for too long, time and time again it's been proven wrong. They dont know anything about me really, if I told them I'd be in the ward. I do not share interests with them and I see the look of disgust in their eyes.
Why do I keep being so dumb? it's highly irrational for me to cling onto hope.
But this dumb, stupid, delusional part of me tries to convince me otherwise, "But what if people don't just pity you???" I've been clinging onto this delusion for too long, time and time again it's been proven wrong. They dont know anything about me really, if I told them I'd be in the ward. I do not share interests with them and I see the look of disgust in their eyes.
Why do I keep being so dumb? it's highly irrational for me to cling onto hope.
