s0ft.bldd
terrified
- May 28, 2023
- 15
I genuinely thought I wasn't going to come back here but it seems I was wrong.
I feel like a total failure. My friends hate me, my best friend now hates me, my sister despises me and all I have left is my boyfriend (which I'm truly happy to say he is my biggest support rn). I cannot do anything right, depression always ends up destroying what it took me years to become.
I hate myself so bad I want to die. I want to escape this agony I've been living my whole life. I'm currently taking medications and yet still struggling to live another day.
I keep having these nightmares where everything I adore just…disappears. And I can't help but think that it's a warning. A warning that, at the end of the day, I'm just alone.
I hate myself. I genuinely just hate myself.
Thank you.
I feel like a total failure. My friends hate me, my best friend now hates me, my sister despises me and all I have left is my boyfriend (which I'm truly happy to say he is my biggest support rn). I cannot do anything right, depression always ends up destroying what it took me years to become.
I hate myself so bad I want to die. I want to escape this agony I've been living my whole life. I'm currently taking medications and yet still struggling to live another day.
I keep having these nightmares where everything I adore just…disappears. And I can't help but think that it's a warning. A warning that, at the end of the day, I'm just alone.
I hate myself. I genuinely just hate myself.
Thank you.
