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BlackFag

BlackFag

Born to Die.
Sep 18, 2026
7
For the first time a girl complimented me in my life
it was about my public speaking skills (university)

i swear i fell in love with her, and it made me realise how much of a loser,
how subhuman i truly am.

i know she did not mean it, but even when i walked her to her dorm as it was midnight (not alone until the very end)
i really thought that i had a chance, that for one small second i was not subhuman

but i know i am, i always be. there's a reason why i'm a KHHV, there's a reason why i never have been complimented
i am not deserving of the air i breath, nor the sun i see. a subhuman cockroach of my calibre does not deserve it

that something as small as a compliment makes me blush whenever i think of it
i hope in the next life ill be better looking, and not apart of this godforsaken race
 

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