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EndJstifiesTheMeans

EndJstifiesTheMeans

Bad english, didn't go to school sorry
May 14, 2023
447
I can't even CTB
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
12,209
Don't be so hard on yourself. It's made by our society to be as difficult as possible and then- you have your own inner SI to fight. I REALLY don't think it's an easy thing to do- no matter the method.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,535
I don't think that struggling to ctb in this anti-suicide society means that you are the failure, what has failed us is how we are cruelly denied peaceful and reliable method options and how we are expected to just suffer in this dreadful existence instead.

I've seen your posts about the hanging method and I think it's inhumane how people have no choice but to resort to such barbaric and risky methods, I believe that anyone who says that suicide is easy in this horrible anti-suicide society is lying. It just repluses me how there is a lack of compassion towards suicidal people, we all deserve a right to die in peace, to me it's criminal how we are denied that.
 
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shantyizlit

shantyizlit

Really, what was the point?
Jul 7, 2023
189
The real failure is the system that oppresses to daily suffering and keeps us chained in this reality even if we want no part of it.
 
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𖣂𖣂𖣂.

𖣂𖣂𖣂.

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May 26, 2023
165
Same started to accept that nothing will change
 
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アホペンギン

アホペンギン

Jul 10, 2023
2,191
Don't distress yourself. I don't think that the majority of the people here can ctb too, you have to fight the society's constant abjuring of the privilege to ctb because of the present anti-suicide ways. In addition, you also have to fight SI which is very hard to defeat because of thousands of years of evolution, the body evolved to prevent anything from killing it, even if your mind doesn't want it. You can't do anything about it and lots of people, including you are disappointed and feel very incompetent because of it. Its not your fault, try not to be so hard on yourself. You'll succeed someday, i know it. I send you my best regards.
 
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_Alfarooq_

_Alfarooq_

Useless bastard almost making the decision to CTB.
Jul 24, 2023
291
I can't even CTB
I'm a failure because I can't show and impress anyone in this life. Everyone has a problem with my existence. And I can't even succeed in this life, let alone succeeding in escaping it.
 
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