Venting im a bad person

[A-A]

everything i do is bad i should just say yes to everything and accept how it is. i need to stop trying to tell people how i feel it only worsens things for the people around me. im so sorry for being like this. ill do better, ill shut up and nod ill keep quiet and be a doll just dont get mad at me please.

 

[EvisceratedJester]

People are too complex to be categorized as just bad or good. While you may have your bad aspects, you probably have plenty of good aspects too. It's fine to tell people how you feel, that's just a normal part of being human. If the people around you are getting mad at you for just sharing your feelings then they can go fuck themselves.

 

[shinitai_sh0jo]

I don't think you need to put much pressure if you're a bad person or not... to me, it should be alright to be 'bad', because it's not like we can be good people all of the time...
But I understand your fear with people to be mad at you. I know well how it can be exhausting to endure screaming and verbal violence in general-the strength to be able to endure is truly something to be admired.

You're a good person, for worrying about being bad. "Bad people don't care if they're being bad or not" or at least that's what someone told me...
I hope that, little by little, you can keep crying those things out, so to eventually lift a bit of this weight from your shoulders. I hope that you can find a bit of peace and happiness, even if it's temporary

 

[Innereye]

No such thing as good and bad. Look into egoism.

Literally as simple as:

You're acting in the describer's self-interest = you're good

You're not = now you're bad

You should be looking for a mutually beneficial dynamic. Where who you want to be lines up with the self-interest of the people you surround yourself with.