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degreesoflewdity

degreesoflewdity

i’m filled with hatred and need to die.
Jun 24, 2023
163
I fucked up, i definitely did. my only friend is ignoring me and i dont know why. im guessing theyre mad at me but i dont know why. i didnt receive an explanation, just being ignored. its clear theyre upset but i dont know why and they didnt say anything. i dont know what to do, they replied dryly and i assumed they were just busy so i texted an hour kater on a different platform and they never replied or even read my message. i am terrified and this is making me nervous. i hate how dependent i am on them and how badly this is affecting me
 
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ceriseangeā™”

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Nov 3, 2023
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Deep breathes, angel. It's so scary and upsetting but try and just center yourself. If they didn't communicate with you that you upset them and you didn't do anything to warrant the idea, try to assume it's something else. Maybe they're upset with their own day or away from their phone for a bit. I've been in the same situation and I'm still trying to work on my dependency but this is what I've been forcing myself to focus on.

Dependency is so hard and I'm so sorry you're struggling with it. It's nauseating when that one person just won't talk to you. Keep me updated if you like, sending you so much love <3 Just remember to breathe
 
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whywere

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Jun 26, 2020
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You are such a kindhearted soul and please try and not be so hard on yourself.

Humans can be all over the place and maybe they got tied up in an emergency or the like.

You ARE family here and you always have a place in my heart, as a good friend.

Walter
 
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degreesoflewdity

i’m filled with hatred and need to die.
Jun 24, 2023
163
Deep breathes, angel. It's so scary and upsetting but try and just center yourself. If they didn't communicate with you that you upset them and you didn't do anything to warrant the idea, try to assume it's something else. Maybe they're upset with their own day or away from their phone for a bit. I've been in the same situation and I'm still trying to work on my dependency but this is what I've been forcing myself to focus on.

Dependency is so hard and I'm so sorry you're struggling with it. It's nauseating when that one person just won't talk to you. Keep me updated if you like, sending you so much love <3 Just remember to breathe
thank you so much, im hoping i get an explanation soon. thank you!!!
You are such a kindhearted soul and please try and not be so hard on yourself.

Humans can be all over the place and maybe they got tied up in an emergency or the like.

You ARE family here and you always have a place in my heart, as a good friend.

Walter
thank you so much, you're so kind!!!
 
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