Yes, I think I still would eventually. Winning the lottery would be great, money doesn't hurt, but my problems can't be solved with money. Also, my goal is to die before 25 so that I can die young. I don't want to live out my full life or reach old age…having money won't make time stop flowing. Winning the lottery also won't get rid of my problems (Asperger's/autism and ADHD). I'll still have to live in a neurotypical world that was not meant for me…