If you won the lottery tomorrow would you commit suicide?

  • Yes

  • No


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Tears_From_Nirvana

Tears_From_Nirvana

Seeking Fantastic Exit
May 21, 2023
21
If it was enough money to ensure I'd never have to work another day in my life, I would hold off from suicide. I can't say it would solve anything else in the long run but, it's a chance to actually live instead of work forever
 
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AerialBoundaries

The Songs of Distant Earth.
Sep 18, 2022
432
Not immediately. I'd have a good time first.
 
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ultrasharpy123456

Wizard
Aug 18, 2022
634
No unfortunately. I'm afraid that god is real and he would send me to hell if I did.
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
2,748
Yes I'd buy enough nembutal to take a bath in Nembutal and lay down in it and ctb. i'd buy a house far away from humans and their ER hospital where they can bring you back to life in this hell. Money didnt help yahoo ceo Terry Semel who got alsheimers or robin williams. Terry semel didnt ctb and last I heard was suffering in a nursing home with alsheimers. money can't stop old age , stroke cancer , pain or suffering, nor the law of entropy..

 
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sickbeyondmeasure

Member
May 17, 2023
58
Yes, because there is no cure for this ridiculously rare disease.
No unfortunately. I'm afraid that god is real and he would send me to hell if I did.
This is a fear of mine as well.
 
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BGooG

Member
Aug 26, 2022
86
No. I'd pay off the debt on our house, give the rest to my wife for a promise of never bothering me for money again, and live on my own. I have a good job and make a good living. If we weren't in debt I wouldn't need it.
 
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locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
7,258
I voted no, but it would only temporarily postpone my CTB. Once I get a serious illness, I'm out of here regardless of whether I'm rich, or not. I'd probably just enjoy myself for a short time, like take a trip or two, and then cash out.
 
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OceanBlue

OceanBlue

Feminist
Jun 13, 2021
701
No. Because that would allow me to never be around people again and then my existence would be bearable, all the risks would reduce considerably, except health, old age, larger world issues etc. and my mental health would improve. I could buy a remote place and open an animal sanctuary, run it for a while. My SI is very strong and would probably take this opportunity.
 
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LaVieEnRose

LaVieEnRose

Angelic
Jul 23, 2022
4,251
No. Not for a while anyways.
 
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Kundalini Guy

Kundalini Guy

FULLY RECOVERED
Mar 27, 2023
516
Yes. It's the world I hate, not the lifestyle I lead.
 
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Dead Meat

Dead Meat

DOOMED
Oct 10, 2018
18,395
Yes, because all the money 💰 in the world cannot fix my health problems :'(
 
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Irishsteve88

Irishsteve88

To complete the ending
Jan 26, 2019
136
Childhood trauma
Sexual abuse
Extremely bad grief
The usual psychotic disorders and all my other mental health conditions that have ripped threw me and still are even with meds.

No money would ever fix me so it would be useless to me I'd give it away to charities that helped me over the years...

And to those that need it the most like people who need medical funding ♥️ stuff like that.

I don't need it I was born broke I'm currently broke and I'll die broke 🙏✔️
 
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tera_forest

tera_forest

Mar 19, 2023
67
I would. The only difference between now and being rich is that I would be able to leave everyone with a little less guilt
 
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I wish I were a cat

I wish I were a cat

Sleep is good, death is better.
Apr 14, 2023
67
Eventually yes because I don't want to be old and bored in a rest home. I'd just live a better life til then.
 
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Pidgeons_Sparrows

Pidgeons_Sparrows

-flying rat
Apr 16, 2023
627
maybe
money solves a lot but not everything
life would definetly be less miserable
 
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enditall222

Member
May 20, 2023
46
No amount of money can change who I am
 
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heavyeyes

heavyeyes

Oct 9, 2022
1,728
Yes I still would. Money can't fix my pain, suffering, or trauma. It can't make up for years and years wasted. It would at the very least give me peace of mind to know my family (specifically my elderly father) would be taken care of financially.
 
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blue_muse

blue_muse

Mage
Jan 31, 2021
552
Yes, because sudden wealth wouldn't mean I can press a reset button and live life as though nothing bad happened previously.
 
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Ambivalent1

Ambivalent1

🎵 Be all, end all 🎵
Apr 17, 2023
3,279
Call girls and drugs til the end
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
11,535
If I won the jackpot in the lottery, I would not think of suicide rather I 'd be able to sort my life, get back on track, get the medical / psychological help I need. And in the end there might be new success.
 
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leftdreaming

leftdreaming

I should’ve been a house cat
Apr 28, 2023
170
I don't want money just ctb
 
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quietly_gone

quietly_gone

𝒔𝒑𝒖𝒕𝒏𝒊𝒌 𝒔𝒘𝒆𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒕 🪐
May 9, 2023
79
I'd be bribing doctors to get euthanized so quick lmfao
 
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F3orbetter

F3orbetter

New Member
May 21, 2023
4
It would be a literal magic wand for my situation. Though there are things it could never truly fix. The ability to cope by not being trapped in what amounts to solitary confinement with zero independence or even access to fresh & daylight is too much to bear on top of a body that vibrates in agony 24/7.

Now if I could get a home that enough space to grow my own medicine & the money to pay for helping hands then yeah, that would change everything for me. At least for a decade or two before old age really ramped up the illness stuff.

It's a bitter dream though. Knowing how little it would take to make such a dramatic difference in my life is definitely a big hope in humanity killer. You wouldn't believe how many people have tried to justify to me that I deserve to be poor & die suffering so billionaires can go on enjoying their I'll gotten gains with out a single twinge to their conscience. The brainwashing we all endure just marinates deeper into some people's brains.
 
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Deleted User#81194

Deleted User#81194

Staring into space
May 26, 2023
76
Physically no but mentally yes. I would use it to fund a surgery to remove my memories, so that my current self can die and I can become a new person.
 
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CentreMid

CentreMid

Sorry
Aug 23, 2018
478
Even though winning the lotto would eliminate my financial reasons, there are other factors as to why I want to ctb that money just can't fix (mental illness, trauma, the declining state of the world, etc.)
 
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Goodgirlryeo101

Wizard
May 27, 2023
661
yes I would still , I just want to cease to exist… there is a reason why even very rich celebrities complete ctb
 
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neveragreedtothis

Member
Apr 23, 2023
60
Yeah. I'd buy a one-way ticket to Tijuana and buy a ton of coke and nembutal, and SN, and set up a charity organization supplying people with it. For fucking free.

After the money ran out, I'd drink the last bottle of N.
 
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Nights

Nights

Student
Apr 27, 2023
164
I'd just donate all the money to homeless people and still continue my plans
 
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GasMonkey

GasMonkey

Nitrogen Master Race
May 15, 2022
1,881
Yep.
No amount of money can give me what I want (the body of a young GigaChad with optimal health).
 

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