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dilapidatedMind
Student
- Oct 1, 2020
- 128
I've been anxious all my life too.Determination is not enough to overcome SI. Even if I was entirely sure I want to end my life and nothing can one do to change my mind then I had still hesitated to jump off the building. And I didn't. Act of suicide requires very strong self-discipline. Something I lack my whole life. My anxiety has just paralysed me. I couldn't move a single muscle to take that one fucking step. I was just standing there and crying like an idiot till my awkwardness attracted the police. I guess this method is just too violent.