Discussion If you had unlimited access to anything, what would be your dream CTB method ?

[VoidGirl]

By anything I mean if every single ressource or substance was at your disposal ignoring how illegal, rare or restricted it is, how would you choose to CTB ?

Personally I would go into an empty field, far from anyone and any circulation. I would then strap a big block of C4 to the back of my head and detonate it for an instant, painless and foolproof exit.

 

[cantgetoutofbed]

Detonation seems like a good choice. Probably the best choice.

 

[Brick In The Wall]

There's been a bunch of "dream CTB" threads and mine is always the same. I'd wana be the first to CTB in space! Launch me into the sun or a wormhole it doesn't matter, anywhere in space.

 

[cantgetoutofbed]

By anything I mean if every single ressource or substance was at your disposal ignoring how illegal, rare or restricted it is, how would you choose to CTB ?

Personally I would go into an empty field, far from anyone and any circulation. I would then strap a big block of C4 to the back of my head and detonate it for an instant, painless and foolproof exit.

I also wish we had poisons that were easily obtainable so long ago - cyanide?

 

[VoidGirl]

There's been a bunch of "dream CTB" threads and mine is always the same. I'd wana be the first to CTB in space! Launch me into the sun or a wormhole it doesn't matter, anywhere in space.

I guess I haven't been here long enough to see one of these threads. Been lurking for a year or so before registering and I never saw much of these threads during that time. I guess it's been asked before but I didn't want to search and revive a dead old thread. Let them rest in peace

Getting launched into the sun sounds great but I'm not so sure about a black hole because of the time dilation they cause. You could technically be trapped falling into it for eternity which sounds worst than even the most horrible life situation.

 

[cantgetoutofbed]

I still think shotguns work quite well....not as foolproof as your method.

 

[acondiva]

Are we going for bombastic, or the most ethereal leaving? I'm for the C4 suppository and meat bag pinata exit

 

[Nymph]

Just N, I just really want N

 

[VoidGirl]

Are we going for bombastic, or the most ethereal leaving? I'm for the C4 suppository and meat bag pinata exit

Whatever method floats your boat ! Ethereal, subversive, bombastic, violent... Anything is valid here, as long as it exists !

 

[cantgetoutofbed]

Just N, I just really want N

I do too. But difficult to get, especially now. Some here have obtained it. Have you tried?

 

[Nymph]

I do too. But difficult to get, especially now. Some here have obtained it. Have you tried?

I planned to trying but the whole dark web thing is impossible for me in my current position

 

[cantgetoutofbed]

I planned to trying but the whole dark web thing is impossible for me in my current position

Did you try the Tor browser? Or are you on a phone? I haven't really figured out the dark web. I tried the Tor browser, but just uses Duck Duck Goose.

 

[Brick In The Wall]

I guess I haven't been here long enough to see one of these threads. Been lurking for a year or so before registering and I never saw much of these threads during that time. I guess it's been asked before but I didn't want to search and revive a dead old thread. Let them rest in peace

Getting launched into the sun sounds great but I'm not so sure about a black hole because of the time dilation they cause. You could technically be trapped falling into it for eternity which sounds worst than even the most horrible life situation.

Hey no worries these threads are fun. An yes while time is relative my oxygen levels wouldn't be lol. If I aim dead center of a wormhole I may not be crushed either. My dead ass might pop out the other side.

 

[Nymph]

Did you try the Tor browser? Or are you on a phone? I haven't really figured out the dark web. I tried the Tor browser, but just uses Duck Duck Goose.

I do have tor, vpn and all that. The problem is with bitcoins and such

 

[all_pointless]

Overdoze on so much weed? probably will pass out before being able to die from it huh?

 

[MyStateKilledMe]

This was a method I saw in a violent video game. The protagonist uses it to escape captures by enemies and other otherwise inescapable situations.

Ideally, I'd want to hold a hand grenade with my teeth, then pull the ring. It's quick, mostly painless, and has plenty of shock value. Of course, an open-casket funeral will be impossible after that, but meh.

 

[iDieUDie80]

Probably lethal injection

 

[BRAINWORMS]

Y'all are so adventurous! My lazy self would just want to self-administer anesthesia gas until I drop. Maybe even in a super luxe hotel room for extra decadence.

 

[Aftertheafter]

Either gun or fentanyl overdose.

 

[draw a circle]

Probably paying someone to kill me and make it look like an accident. Less things to explain lol. I once thought about making my death look accidental because suicide is a taboo and all; I don't want to tarnish my family's reputation and make them sad in one swift move, but realized that it's hard to do.

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

Gunshot

 

[Vault of Memories]

For what I've seen on here I can't think of anything that beats N. Would like to maybe enjoy a mountain top view or something pleasant to ponder on before ending it.

 

[TakeYourHappyPills]

definitely fentanyl or heroin

 

[TAW122]

Unlimited access and assuming legality aside, then it would be N and/or other peaceful method to go.

 

[little froggie]

if i could truly get myself to do it however i wanted, i'd want the most brutal and agonizing thing possible. whatever that is, maybe a combination of things. disease, pills, setting myself on fire, drowning, suffocation of some sort. idk. i'm having trouble remembering the most painful ways to do it. not like i have the guts anyways, shotgun to the head is prolly gonna be my ticket down to hell.

uh i'm new to this (forums, especially of this type) so it's like rly strange for me to be typing out how i truly feel lol. it's kinda nice tbh. i hope i don't disturb anyone tho, i'm rly sorry if i do. like i said, i'm new to this, so i rly don't know if i even should be expressing myself this openly.
plz lmk if i'm doing anything wrong, thx and sry..

 

[catscradle]

N at the top of a very tall building overlooking the city.

 

[AnxietyAttack44]

Ready to use cyanide pills followed with explosives in a frozen Arctic mountains

 

[KleinerWolf]

Pistol gunshot wound to the head while ingesting N or KCN.

 

[Sans]

If I had unlimited access to anything, I'd have unlimited access to money, which I could use to get myself a much better living situation than what I'm currently in, and wouldn't want to CTB.

Spoiler: Honest answer

If I had unlimited access to any means of CTBing, I'd probably find a volcano with churning lava, and jump into it, never to be seen again.

 

[draw a circle]

If I had unlimited access to anything, I'd have unlimited access to money, which I could use to get myself a much better living situation than what I'm currently in, and wouldn't want to CTB.

Mood though