If you had N right now how soon would you take it?

[Nezumi04]

I'm really desperate to get some N... I wish I could have looked into it sooner, but now it seems so difficult and impossible to get in the US ... If I had some now, I'd probably start planning to take it before the end of the year. Maybe, even within a couple weeks because living has felt emotionally unbearable lately. I feel like I'm just currently pushing to get by every day, going through the motions like an empty shell.

 

[6sad6grl6]

Right now, I don't work tomorrow, already used up my "sorry I no called no showed I tried to CTB" can't afford to lose my job if it's not successful. if I don't find the balls then sometime before my court hearing. If not by then then December, whether it's the 1st (me and my dead boyfriend's anniversary) or Christmas (spent the last 3 Christmas with him and his family ((my family sucks)) or my birthday December 29 (what better birthday present then the thing I've always wanted the most?) It's gonna happen sometime this year regardless.

 

[CentreMid]

As soon as possible.

 

[venin]

I'm really desperate to get some N... I wish I could have looked into it sooner, but now it seems so difficult and impossible to get in the US ... If I had some now, I'd probably start planning to take it before the end of the year. Maybe, even within a couple weeks because living has felt emotionally unbearable lately. I feel like I'm just currently pushing to get by every day, going through the motions like an empty shell.

Maybe you'll get lucky I hope that you do

Right now, I don't work tomorrow, already used up my "sorry I no called no showed I tried to CTB" can't afford to lose my job if it's not successful. if I don't find the balls then sometime before my court hearing. If not by then then December, whether it's the 1st (me and my dead boyfriend's anniversary) or Christmas (spent the last 3 Christmas with him and his family ((my family sucks)) or my birthday December 29 (what better birthday present then the thing I've always wanted the most?) It's gonna happen sometime this year regardless.

I'm sorry it was that fucked up