If you had access to all methods which would you choose?

[princess-oph]

I would still go with fent

 

[Snatsbats]

Powdered N

 

[SeekingSerenity]

Hydrogen sulfide or gun to head.

Two quickest and most reliable methods by far.

The idea of N or SN etc are great on paper but the reality is they go wrong, a lot.

Hydrogen sulfide? I'm not too familiar with that

I read recently about a person at work walking into a room full of NItrogen gas and they passed out in a few seconds and were gone quickly- it sounds like the easiest way to go, an inert gas method. In the case this waas a terrible accident anbd very sad, but for a person who wants to leave this is the easiest way I have heard of.

Sounds like an exit bag sort of thing. Albeit unintentional

 

[Pentobarbital_Plz]

I read recently about a person at work walking into a room full of NItrogen gas and they passed out in a few seconds and were gone quickly

This sounds almost like a dream…. Imagine stumbling into a room while feeling no pain and blissfully landing on really soft pillows and within seconds,

true peace :)

 

[MovingOn]

Nembutal.
Of the realistic ones, I've chosen SN.

 

[hopelessgirl]

Nembutal

 

[DetachedDreamer97]

Firearm, probably the nearest one can get to an 'off' switch.

Classic! ... Wait... *realizes what you're about*
CLASSIC!!!
I like your style...

Yes

Why is it so hard to get???????

Always has been. If it weren't for it being expensive and risky to get as well as me being committed to the yew, which I dubbed as N's rival, I might've actually gone ahead and ordered it.

 

[FuneralCry]

Why is it so hard to get???????

Sadly, N is illegal but I know that some people on here managed to get it. I so envy them. I don't even think that there is even a way to get it at all right now from what I read instead there are only N scams.

 

[lugerepair]

The idea of N or SN etc are great on paper but the reality is they go wrong, a lot.

What makes you say that?

 

[Scythe]

3 mitilary quality bombs/grenades, one attached to the back of my head, one on my stomach, one near the area where my heart would be. If I somehow survive that...I honestly don't know what to say.
Reason: I always liked bombs, their impact, and the way that a bomb leaves a mark saying. "Hey, I existed." And I always wanted my life to explode like a firework, burning all of my life just to leave behind a beautiful but short blast that will be remembered. I origianlly wanted to do that by accomplishing something, but that's out of the question now. So I want to literally explode like a firework, yes it's going to be goresome, but I'll leave my mark.

 

[donewithyourview]

N sounds peaceful

 

[DetachedDreamer97]

3 mitilary quality bombs/grenades, one attached to the back of my head, one on my stomach, one near the area where my heart would be. If I somehow survive that...I honestly don't know what to say.
Reason: I always liked bombs, their impact, and the way that a bomb leaves a mark saying. "Hey, I existed." And I always wanted my life to explode like a firework, burning all of my life just to leave behind a beautiful but short blast that will be remembered. I origianlly wanted to do that by accomplishing something, but that's out of the question now. So I want to literally explode like a firework, yes it's going to be goresome, but I'll leave my mark.

I respect that. Go out with a BANG!

 

[CTB Dream]

N n2

 

[𖣴 nadia 𖣴]

Nembutal or Fentanyl

 

[outrider567]

Nembutal in a clinic

I read recently about a person at work walking into a room full of NItrogen gas and they passed out in a few seconds and were gone quickly- it sounds like the easiest way to go, an inert gas method. In the case this waas a terrible accident anbd very sad, but for a person who wants to leave this is the easiest way I have heard of.

Yep, that's my planned method

 

[Anonymus]

None...I have given it enough thought and know that, if I don't change, I will most likely eventually have an impulsive CTB in case I don't die from other causes. Then, at that point, the method will be the least of it.

I am currently unable to cope with such a decision due to my mental state, nor plan for later or anything else.

I was born with fear and I am always afraid, if I were able to choose a method and go ahead with a planning it would mean that I also have the capacity to live differently... and I don't have it.

So, if I am, it will be by force, without much thought and when I least expect it... or I will die for pure incapacity to continue living, either because I am old or because I am ill.

//

Cap... he reflexionat prou i se que, si no canvio pas, el més probable es que amb el temps tingui un CTB impulsiu en cas de que no em mori per altres causes. Llavors, en aquell moment, el métode serà el de menys.

Actualment sóc incapaç de fer front a un decisió d'aquest tipus degut al meu estat mental,... ni planificar per mes endavant ni res de res.

Vaig néixer amb por i sempre tinc por, si fos capaç de triar un métode i seguir endavant amb una planificació voldría dir que també tinc capacitat per viure d'una altre manera... i no en sóc capaç.

Així que, de ser, serà a les braves, sense pensar-m'ho gaire i quan menys m'ho esperi... o moriré per pura incapacitat de seguir vivint, sigui per vell o per malalt.

 

[Anonymus]

I remembered that two years ago I had to undergo a medical test in which I was anesthetized with Propofol (Note: due to my personal experience with other interventions I know that sedation or local anesthesia does not work very well for me, for some reason, I guess due to anxiety, they always overdose me because "it does not work"... apart from the fact that I wake up in an atypical way and with reactions that are not usually expected) and I thought a few days before the test, to force a kind of overdose with benzos to kill me during the intervention.

I do not know if it would have worked, but when I think about it and analyze it well, I realize the opportunities that would have facilitated it:

• The first opportunity I have is when they make you go into a small room to undress and put on the gown, it is inside the intervention room. There I could have taken a few benzos (lorazepam, alprazolam, etc...).
• The second opportunity is when they ask you the weight to calculate the dose (they don't have a scale, it's unbelievable, what a botched job), instead of saying 70Kg, you say 80KG.
• The third one is implicit in me, they always give me more local anesthesia/sedation because my body neutralizes the effect due to anxiety... the problem is that when I relax I get the effect very strong because my body does not counteract anything (sometime they have had to run because of this and they have been scared).

I don't know the effects of this, if it is not a respiratory arrest.
But I think since this is a diagnostic procedure, a test that should be done on a regular basis, and takes about three quarters of an hour, I think it may eventually become an option for CTB (doctors don't mind killing you, since they make you write a bunch of paperwork that you hold them harmless for any cause of death or sequelae before any procedure).

//

Me n'he enrecordat que fa dos anys em van haver de fer una prova médica en la qual m'anestesiaven amb Propofol (Nota: degut a la meva experiència personal amb d'altres intervencions se que la sedació o l'anestesia local no em va gaire bé, per alguna raó, suposo que degut a l'ansietat, sempre em posen de més perquè "no funciona"... a part que desperto de forma atípica i amb reaccions que no solen esperar-se) i vaig pensar uns dies abans de forçar una espécie de sobredosi amb benzos per matar-me durant la intervenció.

No se si hagués funcionat, però quan ho penso i ho analitzo bé, me n'adono de les oportunitats al meu propósit que ho haguessin facilitat:

• La primera oportunitat la tinc quan et fan passar a un quartet per despullar-te i posar-te la bata, es dins la saleta d'intervenció. Allà em podría haver prés uns quants benzos (lorazepam, alprazolam, etc...).
• La segona oportunitat és quan et pregunten el pes per calcular la dosi (no tenen balança, és increïble, que xapuces), en comptes de dir 70Kg, dius 80KG.
• La tercera és implícita en mi, sempre em posen més anestesia local/sedació de mes perquè el meu cos neutralitza l'efecte degut a l'ansietat.. el problema es que quan em relaxo em fa l'efecte molt fort perquè el meu cos no contraresta res (alguna vegada han hagut de còrrer degut a això i s'han espantat).

Desconec els efectes d'això, sino és una parada respiratoria.
Pero penso que al ser aquesta intervenció diagnóstica, una prova que s'hauría de fer de forma regular, i que dura uns tres quarts d'hora, crec que amb el temps es pot convertir amb una opció per a CTB (als metges no els importa matar-te, ja que et fan escriure un munt de papers en els quals els desresponsabilitzes de qualsevol causa de mort o seqüela abans de qualsevol intervenció).

 

[GentlyFading]

Ughhh I can't do opiate ODs because we have narcan in the house. So probably nembutal? I'd prefer poisoning bc there's less of a mess for others to clean up and my corpse will look more at peace.

 

[Lostblackchild]

Gun

 

[kat17383]

Shotgun. Unfortunately I don't believe I would pass the background check as I have been commuted to the psych ward after a failed attempt. Seems like the most guaranteed way besides freak accidents where somebody aimed wrong

 

[shiko23]

Definitely N. In reality it's gonna be SN though

 

[Endex]

Fent

 

[Regen]

Sounds boring, but yes:
Fentanyl or Nembutal.

 

[spectraltease]

I'm curious, if you had access to any method of your choosing, what would you pick and why?

A gun for sure. I just would walk in the woods and blow my brains out.

 

[MellowAvenue]

I'm surprised more people here aren't picking a gun. I get it isn't stereotypically thought of as a "peaceful" death, but if you want to ensure you're gone a well placed shot to the head is the way to go. It is also painless if done right because the bullet works faster than our pain transmitters do.

 

[A485]

I'm surprised more people here aren't picking a gun. I get it isn't stereotypically thought of as a "peaceful" death, but if you want to ensure you're gone a well placed shot to the head is the way to go. It is also painless if done right because the bullet works faster than our pain transmitters do.

I have several guns. I have never seriously considered using them as a suicide method. I am fully aware how effective they are but to me it seems like the most asshole method possible for those you leave behind. When someone blows their brains out all over the room, that is not something that the medical examiner or police will clean up. Whoever is left that may care about you will have to pick rotting chunks of the contents your head out from every corner for 3 rooms. I spoke to a guy who works at my local firing range. He told me that the owners make them clean that up. He told me they have a special shop vac in the back just for that. So as such, I would never consider it as an option. Not for anything to do with myself, but simply because I can not think of a more inconsiderate way to go.

 

[MellowAvenue]

I have several guns. I have never seriously considered using them as a suicide method. I am fully aware how effective they are but to me it seems like the most asshole method possible for those you leave behind. When someone blows their brains out all over the room, that is not something that the medical examiner or police will clean up. Whoever is left that may care about you will have to pick rotting chunks of the contents your head out from every corner for 3 rooms. I spoke to a guy who works at my local firing range. He told me that the owners make them clean that up. He told me they have a special shop vac in the back just for that. So as such, I would never consider it as an option. Not for anything to do with myself, but simply because I can not think of a more inconsiderate way to go.

That's fair. I can respect that reasoning. I kinda hate myself more now but if I ever get there, I guess I'll be selfish because it's by far my preferred method.

 

[A485]

That's fair. I can respect that reasoning. I kinda hate myself more now but if I ever get there, I guess I'll be selfish because it's by far my preferred method.

Hey man, no judgement from me. What is right for one person isn't always right for another. I didn't say that in an effort to make anyone feel bad. I was just trying to give my personal reason for why it may not be on the top of some people's list. All things being equal it is the best method. Just press a button and cease to exist.

 

[autistocracy]

CO for sure. If I had a garage, I would have already done it by now.

 

[Unending]

I used to think an opiate withdrawal would be better due to the euphoric nature of the drug class but I fear that instilling pleasure into the ctb proccess may increase SI and by proxy cause more second guessing than necessary. Even if it's just a few seconds of wanting to take back the decision due to the blissful feeling of an opiate entering my blood, I'd probably rather just go with N. Maybe this is looking too deep into it but these are my current thoughts on the matter.