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caliban

caliban

Member
Jul 8, 2023
31
One last time before you ctb. It could be someone who died or who lives. It could also be any topic not necessary about mental health.

As of me, I'm not sure. Maybe I wouldn't even want to. If someone, than I'd probably choose to hang out with one of my old classmate and talk about some stupid, silly stuff like in the old days.
 
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locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
9,598
Easy. My mom.
 
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TheHolySword

TheHolySword

empty heart
Nov 22, 2024
1,267
I don't know if I could choose one. I would want one last day with my family I guess. If I had to choose only one person it would be my younger brother I suppose.
 
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Breebly

Breebly

Member
Feb 17, 2025
12
Is this limited to humans? If not, then one of my dogs. She supported me through my toughest school years, and even when she got sick toward the end of her life, she hung on until I graduated. She died just as I was starting my job.

If they must be human, then I'd choose my maternal grandmother as the version of her before dementia began.
 
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RinneOfAragon

Student
Jan 2, 2025
178
Easy. My mom.
đź’Ż My "late" Mum. Well she died way back in March 2014 so not sure what the correct term is. R.I.P I would ask her so many things and definitely want to hear her big laugh again.
 
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vercabow

watching all the stars burn out
Nov 22, 2024
98
i'd probably choose one of my friends on sasu. i don't know if i can pick one so id just go with all haha. i'd love to have a walk with any of them along the beach and just talk about random stuff :).
 
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JesiBel

JesiBel

protoTYPE:cclxxv
Dec 5, 2024
1,113
The truth is that I wouldn't talk to anyone, lately no one in my family brings me peace, and I have no friends...
 
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Light_

Elementalist
Apr 9, 2024
830
The person I used to be
 
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Gustav Hartmann

Gustav Hartmann

Enlightened
Aug 28, 2021
1,348
My suicide partner. If I have one.
 
sickofwaiting

sickofwaiting

Student
Feb 17, 2025
135
i'd kill to see my ex face to face one more time. i have a lot of love for him and the person he is, even though he was a nightmare to date. he wants nothing more than for me to disappear though
 
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Peter Skellern

Enlightened
Jan 10, 2025
1,068
My late mum.
 
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party?

party?

Member
Feb 10, 2025
30
My baby brother. Just hold him in my arms one last time and have his little head rest on my shoulders as he sleeps. I hope the world will be kind to him.
 
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Pon

Pon

Wanna talk about videogames?
Feb 15, 2023
52
I would exchange one last gesture with my reflection shortly before.
 
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Nervous young man

WARNING: Books may cause unseemly outbursts
Feb 3, 2025
86
One last time before you ctb. It could be someone who died or who lives. It could also be any topic not necessary about mental health.

As of me, I'm not sure. Maybe I wouldn't even want to. If someone, than I'd probably choose to hang out with one of my old classmate and talk about some stupid, silly stuff like in the old days.
Probably a collection of writers since you said anyone. Jung, Heidegger, Hegel, JĂĽnger, or my exes....
 
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kitlin

kitlin

life is grand, but the universe is grander
Feb 22, 2025
14
My first love.
 
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areyousafe??

Arcanist
Nov 27, 2024
478
I searched my brain and honestly can't think of a single person I would want to talk to. I've never had a close friend I could talk heart to heart with, and speaking with family causes me stress.

I would want to "talk" to my two cats (both passed away now) because they gave me great comfort and joy.
 
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MatrixPrisoner

MatrixPrisoner

Enlightened
Jul 8, 2023
1,831
You guys.

I've been commenting a lot these past couple of days because I feel like my day is near. I hope to post in realtime as I do it.
 
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futurecorpse

futurecorpse

Aren't We All?
Jan 23, 2025
192
At first I thought I'd want to see my mom one last time, but I don't think that conversation would go well. She'd be disappointed in me and tell me it's not my time to join her just yet. So no one human-wise.

Animal-wise, I'd like to see my 4 cats that passed away. I'd love to hold them and play with them one last time. I hope to join them at the rainbow bridge soon.
 
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theboy

theboy

Illuminated
Jul 15, 2022
3,416
My first love
 
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ringo99

ringo99

Mage
Apr 18, 2023
536
No one. I'll probably give away my intentions if I did
 
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dead-mother

New Member
Dec 29, 2024
4
My 11.5 year old Son, who died unexpectedly in October 2024. I miss him so much, every moment since then has been excruciating. The last thing he said to me was that he didn't want to die.
 
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