R.I.P.
It's strange to see someone leave with SN, as I tried a more lethal method and survived without a plausible explanation. I used 21 grams of phenobarbital (2x the fatal dose) and 3 grams of morphine (5x the fatal dose).
Now I've bought SN. All I need is propanolol, metoclopramide and cimetidine and, of course, the courage to try again.
There have been a few times in my life when I should have died and I survived. I don't know, I'm afraid of trying again and surviving.