counting-out-time
Just “hanging around”
- Oct 10, 2022
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I woke up today with a concerning thought. Well a while ago I tried partial hanging and what I can remember is having that rope around my neck while attached to a window frame. (Almost same method how Robin Williams died)
I can actually remember leaning forward, head pounding, felt really dizzy and then slowly lost consciousness. Not sure how long I was out for. But not that long or surely would of suffered brain damage.
Eventually I woke up in a massive shock with trying to undo then knot as it was almost stuck. A few days after I was abit clumsy with dropping things and that but now I wonder when I did pass out. I think to myself was it someone or something basically saying "you are not leaving yet, not allowed"
Might sound weird but I remember someone telling me that we all have a clock and when your time is up. Your time is up! Maybe everyones life is already made up. But we are just on replay or autoplay.
I can actually remember leaning forward, head pounding, felt really dizzy and then slowly lost consciousness. Not sure how long I was out for. But not that long or surely would of suffered brain damage.
Eventually I woke up in a massive shock with trying to undo then knot as it was almost stuck. A few days after I was abit clumsy with dropping things and that but now I wonder when I did pass out. I think to myself was it someone or something basically saying "you are not leaving yet, not allowed"
Might sound weird but I remember someone telling me that we all have a clock and when your time is up. Your time is up! Maybe everyones life is already made up. But we are just on replay or autoplay.