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Would you join?

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    Votes: 49 36.3%
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    Votes: 53 39.3%
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    Votes: 33 24.4%

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Shadows From Hell

Shadows From Hell

The one who has lost a lot, fears nothing.
Oct 21, 2024
483
From wherever you are, the method of your choice, on said date and time, would you join the pact?
 
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Namelesa Graves

Namelesa Graves

Global Mod Β· Still Trapped in this Suffering
Sep 21, 2024
2,512
I definitely would but I am trapped home so I can't :<
 
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Shadows From Hell

Shadows From Hell

The one who has lost a lot, fears nothing.
Oct 21, 2024
483
I definitely would but I am trapped home so I can't :<
You wouldn't have to leave home to join it, your location would be your choice.
 
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SilentSadness

SilentSadness

Person
Feb 28, 2023
1,529
No, because my death is my choice and even if people want to see me as a victim of a cult it's not the truth.
 
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Namelesa Graves

Namelesa Graves

Global Mod Β· Still Trapped in this Suffering
Sep 21, 2024
2,512
You wouldn't have to leave home to join it, your location would be your choice.
I might not be able to still cus I don't have access to much effective methods. I would try with whatever I have but SI or my low tolerance for pain would probably get in the way.
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
3,335
No. The pressure of having to die at a certain time not of my choosing would increase the risk of SI and failure.
 
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LostLily

LostLily

Why do I exist?
Nov 18, 2024
756
No, I want to go on my own time, right now it not a good time.
 
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HenryHenriksen_6E

HenryHenriksen_6E

Member
Oct 19, 2024
87
It would feel like something an organization or a cult would do, and I don't see this community like any of that. It's more of a safe space, where people can be free to share things about suicide without fear of censorship. I don't believe this place would work like this organism that does one specific thing; it's more of a melting pot of different people, in different situations, with different goals, who create this environment.
 
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Douggy82

Experienced
Nov 4, 2024
272
From wherever you are, the method of your choice, on said date and time, would you join the pact?
F off. The last thing this site needs is bad publicity. Mods should delete this thread and ban the user.
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

I have finally found my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,795
Hell yeah. This may be my only way to die completely peacefully and for it to be guaranteed. With SN, I have worries about my method potentially failing due to some extremely unlucky circumstances but with this, there's a guarantee that I'd succeed and that's the thing that matters to me the most.
F off. The last thing this site needs is bad publicity. Mods should delete this thread and ban the user.
This site is going to get bad publicity regardless of whether this thread exists or not. The very nature of this site is going to cause it bad publicity since pro lifers want to enslave people in existence for as long as possible whereas this site thinks that ctb should be a choice. Also, this thread is only a hypothetical scenario, there's no need to get angry at them due to that
 
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L'absent

L'absent

Banned
Aug 18, 2024
1,391
F off. The last thing this site needs is bad publicity. Mods should delete this thread and ban the user.
But why can't the user be free to open a thread? Does this forum really exist to give an external image of some kind? Wasn't it a free space to discuss without censorship? Whoever doesn't like the thread moves on. To answer the question: No, suicide for me is a very personal issue. And if you decided to do it with a romantic or strategic partner, it would remain a private and personal matter.
 
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Shadows From Hell

Shadows From Hell

The one who has lost a lot, fears nothing.
Oct 21, 2024
483
F off. The last thing this site needs is bad publicity. Mods should delete this thread and ban the user.
You do know if the title of this thread offended you, you could have simply passed it up. Have a.... Well... Nice day I guess.
 
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dexdbxtchthewxtch

dexdbxtchthewxtch

flirting with death πŸ–€
Dec 31, 2024
66
F off. The last thing this site needs is bad publicity. Mods should delete this thread and ban the user.
This is a space of freedom to communicate about suicide. It is a hypothetical question, a literal poll. The forum already HAS a bad rap for being a safe space. You are the type to make it not a safe space. Maybe YOU need to step away from the forum.

In any case, to answer the question, no. I think death is a deeply personal experience. To be shared maybe with a trusted person or two, if that.
 
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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,913
As long as its instant
 
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Not Today Satan

Not Today Satan

Stretcher fetcher
May 9, 2024
909
F off. The last thing this site needs is bad publicity. Mods should delete this thread and ban the user.
They were just asking a question out of curiosity, not trying to convince people to join a mass suicide pact or coerce anyone into killing themselves, so why get your jimmies all rustled?
 
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Valhala

Valhala

Arcanist
Jul 30, 2024
489
I suggest that as part of the deal, everyone is supplied with an appropriate amount of N. :sunglasses:
 
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Douggy82

Experienced
Nov 4, 2024
272
They were just asking a question out of curiosity, not trying to convince people to join a mass suicide pact or coerce anyone into killing themselves, so why get your jimmies all rustled?
Because this website barely exists. People are trying to shut it down.

Do you get the message at the top saying that Google tries to ban SS because it's a "dangerous site"?
Do you get the messages asking for bitcoin donations?
Do you seen people getting busted for selling SN?

Calling for a massive, negative public event that originates from this site is very bad. It increases media attention. It increases attention from law enforcement.

Other people might not have access to the information they need to CTB.

This guy is calling for a "Worldwide Mass Suicide" from "SaSu".

What do you think happens when that's the lead headline in the media? SS ceases to exist. Pretty simple.

People in pain don't have the information they need or an outlet to talk about it.
 
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Not Today Satan

Not Today Satan

Stretcher fetcher
May 9, 2024
909
Because this website barely exists. People are trying to shut it down.

Do you get the message at the top saying that Google tries to ban SS because it's a "dangerous site"?
Do you get the messages asking for bitcoin donations?
Do you seen people getting busted for selling SN?

Calling for a massive, negative public event that originates from this site is very bad. It increases media attention. It increases attention from law enforcement.

Other people might not have access to the information they need to CTB.

This guy is calling for a "Worldwide Mass Suicide" from "SaSu".

What do you think happens when that's the lead headline in the media? SS ceases to exist. Pretty simple.

People in pain don't have the information they need or an outlet to talk about it.
I think you're reading too much into it. It sounds like OP is just asking a question out of morbid curiosity. Do I think it's kind of a weird question? Yeah. But I think it's a bit of a stretch to accuse OP of calling upon users of SS to do a mass suicide pact.
 
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TheHolySword

TheHolySword

empty heart
Nov 22, 2024
1,268
My death is my own. It's not about this group, I'm not part of anything here. It's not a statement, it's not about anyone else. My life will already be tainted by a suicide, that's how I'm going to be remembered and I have to accept that. I don't want a thousand other suicides to be lumped into that, I want something to be about me.
 
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dontwakemeup

Elementalist
Nov 11, 2024
892
From wherever you are, the method of your choice, on said date and time, would you join the pact?
Only if we took Nembutal at the same time as that's the only 100% method that seems painless. That would be a dream to spend my last day with people who feel the same as I do. I imagine that would be a peaceful and pleasant way to skip out on lifeπŸ’›
I definitely would but I am trapped home so I can't :<
I'd come get you and make a way for you to be there. I wouldn't let anyone who wanted to come miss the opportunity πŸ₯°
F off. The last thing this site needs is bad publicity. Mods should delete this thread and ban the user.
I want you to know that today has been very hard for me. I haven't had a reason to smile at all as I continue to fight back my tears. I seen this post and I immediately smiled and I envisioned this and a sense of happiness came, it was only 2 minutes. I posted my comment before I read everyone else's. I'm sorry you feel so strongly and offended by this post. It was just was a fantasy. This post personally made me smile. I thank the OP for making it. I'm sorry this post didn't give you the peace if smile that it gave me.
 
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death_bed221

Student
Sep 23, 2024
191
I kind of want to die alone on my own terms. I don't want to feel pressure to suicide. World gives me enough pressure. I hope this never happens. Don't turn this site into some heavens gate cult shit.
 
Shadows From Hell

Shadows From Hell

The one who has lost a lot, fears nothing.
Oct 21, 2024
483
Because this website barely exists. People are trying to shut it down.

Do you get the message at the top saying that Google tries to ban SS because it's a "dangerous site"?
Do you get the messages asking for bitcoin donations?
Do you seen people getting busted for selling SN?

Calling for a massive, negative public event that originates from this site is very bad. It increases media attention. It increases attention from law enforcement.

Other people might not have access to the information they need to CTB.

This guy is calling for a "Worldwide Mass Suicide" from "SaSu".

What do you think happens when that's the lead headline in the media? SS ceases to exist. Pretty simple.

People in pain don't have the information they need or an outlet to talk about it.
Let's get it right .. in no way was I "calling for a "Worldwide Mass Suicide" from "SaSu"...

It was an opinion I was asking. If you saw the first word of my thread title, the word "IF" is the first word. It did not insinuate that I had any plans to make a worldwide pact.

If you can't handle opinions, questions, and/or advice, this site is not for you.
I kind of want to die alone on my own terms. I don't want to feel pressure to suicide. World gives me enough pressure. I hope this never happens. Don't turn this site into some heavens gate cult shit.
It was only an opinion, it was not an attempt to do anything.
 
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TiredKitty

TiredKitty

I don't know why I try anymore
Feb 26, 2023
23
I haven't fully read through the other responses, but skimming down I think I saw mention of "cult". I do think it'd be a bad idea for the publicity side of things. Even if I don't think a mass CTB would necessarily be indicative of that, it would definitely be used by detractors of the site against the site's very existence.

I don't think I would because I currently don't have access to a method I would want to take. I am also extremely stubborn in many instances where if I'm told to do something I might just... not do it. Obviously I'd have a choice here, but in the hypothetical if it was like "we're all going to do this at the same time and you should too" I would outright refuse on principle of I'll do what I want when I want to ^^;
 
Chinaski

Chinaski

Arthur Scargill appreciator
Sep 1, 2018
3,483
Oh yes definitely, absolutely, without a doubt, someone please tell me when and where this assortment of furious incels, nauseating anime enthusiasts and unwashed bedroom philosophers are meeting up and i promise i won't shit myself and bottle it like i have for the preceding decade
 
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darkenmydoorstep

darkenmydoorstep

Not Waving But Browned Off….
Sep 27, 2023
620
From wherever you are, the method of your choice, on said date and time, would you join the pact?
Can't get the method of my choice so it's a no go. If I could then maybe.
 
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WhiteRabbit

WhiteRabbit

I'm late, i'm late. For a very important date.
Feb 12, 2019
1,774
Oh yes definitely, absolutely, without a doubt, someone please tell me when and where this assortment of furious incels, nauseating anime enthusiasts and unwashed bedroom philosophers are meeting up and i promise i won't shit myself and bottle it like i have for the preceding decade
You forgot middle-aged men posing as young women. Or does that fall under anime enthusiasts?
 
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DoneWithThisLife

Betrayed and Broken
Apr 30, 2024
73
No. I know my CTB date and it holds very personal meaning.
 
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ge0rge

ge0rge

the satanic mechanic
Jul 29, 2018
659
Oh yes definitely, absolutely, without a doubt, someone please tell me when and where this assortment of furious incels, nauseating anime enthusiasts and unwashed bedroom philosophers are meeting up and i promise i won't shit myself and bottle it like i have for the preceding decade
i love you in ways you will never conceive of
 
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Jisatsu

Jisatsu

黒い薔薇(The Black Rose)
Jan 5, 2025
1,975
If enough people do it im sure the world would notice and work will be done to prevent it from happening again .

One day I hope the world cares about mental health like they should.
If enough people do it im sure the world would notice and work will be done to prevent it from happening again .

One day I hope the world cares about mental health like they should.
 
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