if anyone sees this in the future , please pray for me

[Yogih212]

man I just read your other post, I hope you can get through this, this is my worst fear to be honest, I want to ctb with SN too and ordered some from DSL but am worried if it's not strong enough or something because I can't test it

 

[doomedbynarrative]

My o2 levels now are 82 , then went 78 and now in 80s i took 23 grams in 50 ml water, i vomited everything after a couple of hours but i am still not okay and sleepy and drwosy and not feeling okay, idk why i am not dying, my lips and all are blue. I dont really feel my limbs

Does that mean i am resistant to SN?

Might be cause you vomited it out so it didn't have the time to absorb.

There's no shame in it though. I'm sending you many hugs

 

[absolute failure]

Did you make 2 SN Drinks? The protocol says to drink another one if you vomit

 

[dragon.//]

Goodluck i hope all goes well

 

[CatLvr]

Might be cause you vomited it out so it didn't have the time to absorb.

There's no shame in it though. I'm sending you many hugs

This a thousand times over. Take care of yourself and do not think too much right now. There is time for that later. For now, try to rest.

 

[egyptian_baddie]

Did you make 2 SN Drinks? The protocol says to drink another one if you vomit

I vomited after a while of taking drink and bg that time i was toooo tired to even have a sip on anything

This a thousand times over. Take care of yourself and do not think too much right now. There is time for that later. For now, try to rest.

I feel ashamed of surviving, it feels like i wrote this post as attention seeking when i genuinely wasnt, and now i feel like an attention whore plus dealing with thoughts of surviving after i spent all my money, so will probably end up hungry for rest of month , i am so overwhelmed, WHY DID IT NOT WORK (btw this is my second time on SN, why is my body so resilient?)