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Yogih212

Member
Feb 3, 2026
19
man I just read your other post, I hope you can get through this, this is my worst fear to be honest, I want to ctb with SN too and ordered some from DSL but am worried if it's not strong enough or something because I can't test it
 
doomedbynarrative

doomedbynarrative

Losing more of myself every day.
Jan 21, 2026
202
My o2 levels now are 82 , then went 78 and now in 80s i took 23 grams in 50 ml water, i vomited everything after a couple of hours but i am still not okay and sleepy and drwosy and not feeling okay, idk why i am not dying, my lips and all are blue. I dont really feel my limbs

Does that mean i am resistant to SN?
Might be cause you vomited it out so it didn't have the time to absorb.

There's no shame in it though. I'm sending you many hugs 🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂
 
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absolute failure

absolute failure

Student
Jan 19, 2026
192
Did you make 2 SN Drinks? The protocol says to drink another one if you vomit
 
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CatLvr

Enlightened
Aug 1, 2024
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Might be cause you vomited it out so it didn't have the time to absorb.

There's no shame in it though. I'm sending you many hugs 🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂
This a thousand times over. Take care of yourself and do not think too much right now. There is time for that later. For now, try to rest.
 

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