
Al Cappella
Are we there yet?
- Feb 2, 2022
- 888
Hell no. Mine is strictly a quality of life issue, so if that's fixed I'm happy to carry on until it becomes an issue again.
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Im sorry you feel this way i know how painful it can feel to still be alive. Same Day by day Ive longed for the day i leave earth and i am in peace i question my existences i wasnt meant to be born :(In my case, I know that I would never want to live no matter what happened. For me, the problem is life itself. I do not want to live in a world where there is so much pain and suffering, I do not want to experience life at all, I prefer the sound of non existence. Life is just a pointless experience that we go through for the sake of it, and I have no interest in living.
I'm at a very low place and reading this has made me feel better. I'm really at peace with death but it's the journey to get there that's the problem.Yes even if some non-existent genie offered me to trade places with someone with a really "good" life good high paying job, health, youth i wouldn't take it because they don't know what i know. ... tomorow i could get into a car accident and end up like that guy that can only move his eyes and they are experimenting on him. Also even young people can get a stroke, cancer , paralyzing car accident etc.
Some rich successful humans with great lives one day fell into the abyss of hell . like Christopher Reeve became paralyzed, Robin Wililams lewy body dementia = hell , Terry Semel (yahoo ceo) got alsheimers.
imo knowledge is everything. imo i learned what it is that i really want and that is ctb non-existence. Only in non-existence can there be no suffering, no pain, no diseases, no problems , no work , no damn cleaning crap etc.
i was brought into life/existence without my consent and then programmed to think i loved useless crap in life to keep me prisoner. They made me think it was my idea to love sports , TV news, TV shows, youtube videos, movies . No that wasn't my idea . i reject all that garbage. no i didn't ask for any life nor any of this crap in life . i reject all of it . non-existence is what i want.
Even if some again some non-existent genie could grant me immortality with no chance of pain which is impossible because life is suffering / pain i'd decline : i'd get bored after the first trillion years , no actually after a few days . To me i think life and all the garbage crap they brainwashed me into thinking i loved like TV, TV shows, movies, sports, media, news etc is just garbage .
I'm at a very low place and reading this has made me feel better. I'm really at peace with death but it's the journey to get there that's the problem.