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Lextyle

Lextyle

What is this - Life?
Apr 6, 2026
234
I want to be a being without biological sex, without any desires or thoughts about my body, diseases, food, shelter, warmth, socialization, love. Just a being that have intellect and invincible body creating things without caring about any worldly things, without explaining anything without wanting attention without being tied to this body. I know it's impossible, but I would want that so much. I want to not want it, or anything. I want to die to stop wanting anything
 
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hurts2b

Tired
Mar 14, 2026
148
Same. I wanna interact with life, things and people without being obliged to. I wanna live in a sandbox. Akin to minecraft. That's the only game I play anymore. If life followed MC rules existence, life in of itself would be a positive thing (for me at least). I really wish we could just exist without dumb prerequisites. There'd be no conflict anymore. It'd all be okay.
 
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Lextyle

Lextyle

What is this - Life?
Apr 6, 2026
234
Same. I wanna interact with life, things and people without being obliged to. I wanna live in a sandbox. Akin to minecraft. That's the only game I play anymore. If life followed MC rules existence, life in of itself would be a positive thing (for me at least). I really wish we could just exist without dumb prerequisites. There'd be no conflict anymore. It'd all be okay.
I'm just tired of being a biological organism that interacts with other biological organisms I want to be some being without material body that interacts only with non-living matter and doesn't desire connection or safety
 
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K14~♡

K14~♡

The night comes down like heaven
Mar 11, 2026
128
I want this too, both of what you've said 😞
I was having a daydream of being a cloudy entity, free and weightless, floating along space and ending up on any world, interacting with it, but never staying in it. Just going with the flow, being swept away to whatever universe, and seeing all things that are beautiful. I think that's how I wanna live. Being a biological organism filled with desires and needs, and having to be tied town to so many things like what you guys have said, it is one hell of a pain in the ass
 
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