sadwriter
Hanging in there
- Aug 29, 2023
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Man, as soon as I become less active so many new people start to join!! :,) I'm happy to see it since it means more action on the thread & things not slowing down, even if I'm also sad to be missing out. But yeah, welcome to @Adûnâi , @Tokugawa_Yoshinobu , @kawaiiphantom , and @cetacea ! (Late welcome I guess to some) @kawaiiphantom it's awesome that you draw! It looks like there are a lot of writers and artists on this thread. (I write myself, which I guess is obvious from my username, and I used to draw, though it was nothing like what you and lita do.) Also, @Tokugawa_Yoshinobu , good luck with your abstinence! As you probably already know, you're not alone with that on this thread.
@lita-lassi , sending tons of good luck vibes for your court case– I hope it goes well. And happy early birthday!! (even though brithdays are not usually very happy for you)
Please excuse my lack of catching up on everything (the above replies were just me sporatically noticing stuff while I was skimming through, honestly), but... just wanted to post my own quick little thing. Recovery is still recovery-ing for me, and I'm actually feeling my feelings rather than over intellectualizing everything for the first time in probably my entire life, so that is very good news. My therapist is going away for a week and I'm visiting my family starting right after when my session would normally be, so that's gonna be hard (being around my family brings up some not great stuff for me when my mom is around). It's a little scary to not have that reassurance that I'll be able to see her at our usual time, even though I know I'll be fine. Honestly, that's why I'm posting here, since this group has been my other most consistent form of support in recent months (and writing this out to post definitely made me feel better!). My Zoom support group is great, but I definitely still am breaking into the group and am still the newbie compared to everyone else (plus I didn't get to go this past week sadly). I also think that it's gonna take me a bit before I'm comfortable being as open as I am on here, since the combo of saying things out loud and not being entirely anonymous really makes me close up & not feel comfortable being too vulnerable :,)
Anyhow, that's all from me! I'm glad that you guys exist :)
This thread is all about support, so you definitely don't need to feel rude or intrusive for replying the way you did!! Like HighFlight said a day or so back, we do often get pretty personal on here, and as long as you're being respectful about things you're sure to be in the clear.I hope its not rude/intrusive to reply to this...
@lita-lassi , sending tons of good luck vibes for your court case– I hope it goes well. And happy early birthday!! (even though brithdays are not usually very happy for you)
Literally did it just because you said this(@sadwriter is probably going to give this post one of those weird hug emoji reactions. )
Please excuse my lack of catching up on everything (the above replies were just me sporatically noticing stuff while I was skimming through, honestly), but... just wanted to post my own quick little thing. Recovery is still recovery-ing for me, and I'm actually feeling my feelings rather than over intellectualizing everything for the first time in probably my entire life, so that is very good news. My therapist is going away for a week and I'm visiting my family starting right after when my session would normally be, so that's gonna be hard (being around my family brings up some not great stuff for me when my mom is around). It's a little scary to not have that reassurance that I'll be able to see her at our usual time, even though I know I'll be fine. Honestly, that's why I'm posting here, since this group has been my other most consistent form of support in recent months (and writing this out to post definitely made me feel better!). My Zoom support group is great, but I definitely still am breaking into the group and am still the newbie compared to everyone else (plus I didn't get to go this past week sadly). I also think that it's gonna take me a bit before I'm comfortable being as open as I am on here, since the combo of saying things out loud and not being entirely anonymous really makes me close up & not feel comfortable being too vulnerable :,)
Anyhow, that's all from me! I'm glad that you guys exist :)