sadwriter
Hanging in there
- Aug 29, 2023
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It's definitely not an easy film and has a lot of weird stuff going on– there's a lot of sex and nudity and some dark themes– but it's also really well done and had a pretty fun, whimsical vibe considering all that. I would definitely recommend it if you're up for a weird & artsy film, lol. It's still in theaters where I am, so you'll probably have to wait a bit to see it on streaming services or else go to see it in person.I've never heard of this, but I'm going to add it to my list of movies to check out. I think I have two or three from this thread so far, heh. I think it's really cool that you can talk about that with your therapist, especially because it's relevant to your life.
Also, I'm glad that you had an alright day! It sounds like a relaxing vibe. Sleeping a ton and eating good food is always nice.
@lita-lassi it sucks that you have so much on your plate, and I'm sorry that you have to deal with it all. I've definitely been there as far as distancing from people out of self loathing, unfortunately. I hope that things get easier for you soon <3
On my end, I had another little dip in my mental health this past week, but I consciously made an effort to start climbing out of it today (I think I'm halfway there, but I got really emotionally exhausted and also had to shift gears in the middle of working through stuff). I'm finally able to fully recognize when I get into a dissociative state and have the self awareness/ mental clarity to try and get myself out of it by getting myself to feel my emotions & journal about where I'm at mentally. It's been a full three years of work with my therapist to get me to this place, and I'm really glad that I'm far enough into my recovery to be able to do this for myself, even if I still feel like shit a lot of the time and have a ton more work to do. For years I used to not even notice how gone I'd get because I was so used to just shoving my emotions down and going into autopilot mode to be productive– I even joked with my therapist on Tuesday about how whenever I feel something, my response to it is "welp, no time for this! What's on my to do list?" lol. This time around I spent a couple of days avoiding myself by first spending a full day organizing my bookshelf, then spending half a day deep cleaning my apartment for the first time in maybe six months. I'm definitely not complaining about the fact that these are my current maladaptive emotional coping mechanisms, though, since I got a lot done, haha.
I also just got off the phone with an old friend of mine, and it was really nice to catch up. I was able to be honest with her about where I'm at and why I dropped out of school for now without having to worry about her judging or pitying me, which felt way better than I realized it would.
Happy weekend to everyone!~