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hihi2027

hihi2027

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Jul 29, 2026
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I know the reason alot of us are here is because we can't ctb for one reason or another. A big one is a lack of accessibility. Only the most relaible methods are locked behind paywalls or just straight up walls. Want to order SN or N? Pray it makes it through customs or end up in jail. Want to blast your brainmatter out of its miserable, bloody hole? That'll be 1000 bucks please. Oh, and don't think of renting one at the range because someone's gonna be watching you closely. Think you're quick enough to shoot yourself before they mess up your aim? Take the risk. Otherwise, you only get the painful or unreliable methods. Sucks to sucks, lol. Oh yeah, your problem is temporary btw and suicide is a permanent solution or whatever the f###, so just deal with living in this s##### world as I take away all your means of escape! 😜

F### off....

Maybe you have method in place but are waiting for the right time. You have children, or a wife, or a pet. Maybe you are taking care of your old parents, or waiting for a specific date, or waiting to move out so you don't burden as much as possible. Or maybe it's something else entirely that's holding you back?

Well, whatever it is, just know that the time will come when you finally get your reward. Life is miserable, we all deserve a peaceful exit.

Yeah, no real point to this thread just random yap
 
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ThisPartySucks

ThisPartySucks

ignore everything until the final collapse
Aug 22, 2026
69
in the words of the the late, great, E-Dubble...

im alive til i die.
 
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DignifiedGrave

DignifiedGrave

GrinderofSouls
Jul 5, 2026
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A big slap in the face is si and the body refusing to destroy itself even when the mind is detached, calm, fully absolved of will. But life is a chain.
 
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