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skylar160

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Oct 18, 2024
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I have my family and friends who love me but none of them say that ctb is the answer. I wish they knew that it was okay for me to move on. I want them to know that I love them and they brought so much joy into my life. But now it's time for me to move on. Would anyone here be willing to talk?
 
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Shadows From Hell

Shadows From Hell

Waiting for my permanent darkness to arrive
Oct 21, 2024
615
The normal people have no idea what it feels like to want to ctb. Here, we all know, and you'll find plenty of people who will listen and talk to you.
 
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TinyGuy

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Aug 30, 2024
48
They will never understand us sadly in their mind being alive is the best thing ever so they will try their best to prevent us from ctb
 
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youpi

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Jul 4, 2024
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My mum once told me if that's really what I want. Was years ago.
 
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dexdbxtchthewxtch

flirting with death 🖤
Dec 31, 2024
66
I would love to be your friend! My DM's are open to anyone & everyone if that's allowed! I too don't have very many friends and it would be nice to make supportive friends that I can talk about the end with. I know that sounds so dark but I think it'd feel pretty nice to have people around who will be supportive and won't be mad at me if I take my leave. 🖤
 
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skylar160

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Oct 18, 2024
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I would love to be your friend! My DM's are open to anyone & everyone if that's allowed! I too don't have very many friends and it would be nice to make supportive friends that I can talk about the end with. I know that sounds so dark but I think it'd feel pretty nice to have people around who will be supportive and won't be mad at me if I take my leave. 🖤
Hello, I messaged you!
 
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depthss

wikihow
Dec 12, 2023
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i know that other people will never be able to understand that i genuinely just want this, i wish they could. it would make things so much easier
 

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