Venting i wish i had access to a gun

[clawsprit]

all methods of CTB that i could commit inside my house are so fucking hard man. i wish i lived in a country where it was easy to get a gun, like america. i wouldve blown my shit smooth off a long time ago

 

[fedup1982]

Yeah it's a nightmare. I've stared down a cliff, to scared to jump in case I lie at the bottom in agony. I've tried argon, always felt like I was suffocating. SN scares me because I'm worried about being breathless. Tried partial suspension but it was impossible, the overwhelming panic and confusion was intolerable. So yeah. No easy answers. Easier to just live

 

[Gomomon]

all methods of CTB that i could commit inside my house are so fucking hard man. i wish i lived in a country where it was easy to get a gun, like america. i wouldve blown my shit smooth off a long time ago

Even America its hard, depends on the state. I can't get one in Cali cause of mental health issues

 

[randomuser2348]

all methods of CTB that i could commit inside my house are so fucking hard man. i wish i lived in a country where it was easy to get a gun, like america. i wouldve blown my shit smooth off a long time ago

In many nations, blackpowder firearms do not require permits/licensing, at the cost of CTB being a little more complicated than Tap-Rack-Banging yourself into the void.

It would be a crime (in my state) to provide you with a recipe for the power itself, but you can find it easily online. The most rudimentary of blackpowder firearms only require a barrel, powder (duh), a projectile/bullet, and ignition source.


If you somehow get you hands on a shotgun/rimmed rifle cartridge, you only require a barrel and a firm "pin" (some use nails/screws) to smack the primer and ignite the powder.

Even America its hard, depends on the state. I can't get one in Cali cause of mental health issues

Also important to note federal background checks. Individuals who have an outstanding arrest warrant, been previously interred in a psychiatric facility, sex offenders, and felons are flagged on the background check and cannot purchase a firearm at a registered FFL dealer. On a federal level, none of these apply to blackpowder weapons.

 

[Topaz111]

In many nations, blackpowder firearms do not require permits/licensing, at the cost of CTB being a little more complicated than Tap-Rack-Banging yourself into the void.

It would be a crime (in my state) to provide you with a recipe for the power itself, but you can find it easily online. The most rudimentary of blackpowder firearms only require a barrel, powder (duh), a projectile/bullet, and ignition source.


If you somehow get you hands on a shotgun/rimmed rifle cartridge, you only require a barrel and a firm "pin" (some use nails/screws) to smack the primer and ignite the powder.

Also important to note federal background checks. Individuals who have an outstanding arrest warrant, been previously interred in a psychiatric facility, sex offenders, and felons are flagged on the background check and cannot purchase a firearm at a registered FFL dealer. On a federal level, none of these apply to blackpowder weapons.

Damn if I lived alone I would have probably done that as you don't need a license for black powder weapons in Poland (purchase of the ammo is controlled though). I did stay at a psych ward at some point though and have records of suicidal thoughts and attempts so perhaps I would be flagged in some way regardless? But in the end it doesn't really matter as, like I said, living with other people in a small apartment makes buying a weapon discreetly pretty dang hard.
I guess it's still an option for if I fail with other methods and my parents pass away? Unless the laws change by then..
I *really* hope I won't live that long though..

 

[randomuser2348]

Damn if I lived alone I would have probably done that as you don't need a license for black powder weapons in Poland (purchase of the ammo is controlled though). I did stay at a psych ward at some point though and have records of suicidal thoughts and attempts so perhaps I would be flagged in some way regardless? But in the end it doesn't really matter as, like I said, living with other people in a small apartment makes buying a weapon discreetly pretty dang hard.
I guess it's still an option for if I fail with other methods and my parents pass away? Unless the laws change by then..
I *really* hope I won't live that long though..

I know bugger all about Polish law, but I assume that background checks wouldn't be necessary if you can obtain the firearm itself without permit. Still, the safest route would be to purchase it second hand, as to be certain no checks will occur.

In regards to the storage, storing it in a dense bush surrounding your building within a PVC pipe alongside silica gel packets could be an option.

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand, I envy those who can access methods like that, I always suffer so much from how I cannot just have an instant, peaceful way to permanently cease existing so finally I can be free from this torturous, dreadful existence that I just always saw as a mistake, I hope you find peace.