3/4Dead
Peace, Love, Empathy
- Feb 27, 2024
- 478
two weeks makes it a year since i was last supposed to CTB. Feeling so miserable. Wish I'd just done it. I feel so trapped, and frustrated. I don't feel like I'm getting any better, and I feel worse everytime I get depressed like this. I wish i could just find the courage to CTB. I feel so guilty. I feel like such a terrible person. All I've ever wanted is to die, I should just do it. I wish I could find it in me to do it tonight, but I know I won't. I'm too scared, I know myself well enough to know I won't follow through with it. I don't know what to do.
