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EndlessDream
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- Feb 15, 2023
- 95
Hi all,
Thanks everyone for helping me on my journey to free myself from the pain.
I'll be doing a meclizine run like the user Mofreeko according to this post:
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...tely-2-hours-from-now-goodbye-thread.106239/.
I tested my SN with the aquarium method. https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sodium-nitrite-aquarium-test.110295/
This is what I've done today. Fast since midday (liquid only).
8:00pm - 2 paracetamols to prepare for any headaches.
8:30pm - 1 x Mylanta 2go Antacid (Aluminium hydroxide 400mg, Magnesium hydroxide 400mg and Simenthicone 40mg).
9:00pm - 4 x 12.5mg Meclizine (50mg total) as the antiemetic of choice.
I am now here.
9:50pm - Prepare for the SN and benzos drinks. Have a spare SN drink just in case.
10pm - Take 25g SN in 60mL water + in another cup, 37 loparezam crushed with a mortar and pestle and diluted in water.
Then lay down.
This community has been the most understanding out of all the ones I've been in. I could truly talk about my feelings. I hope this place lasts for a while. Even if it gets taken down by feds, I have a feeling people like us will always find a place to be ourselves.
Goodbye all and remember that you have a choice to end your suffering. Before that, I recommend trying all you can. I know I have tried and tried.
Love you all.
Thanks everyone for helping me on my journey to free myself from the pain.
I'll be doing a meclizine run like the user Mofreeko according to this post:
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...tely-2-hours-from-now-goodbye-thread.106239/.
I tested my SN with the aquarium method. https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sodium-nitrite-aquarium-test.110295/
This is what I've done today. Fast since midday (liquid only).
8:00pm - 2 paracetamols to prepare for any headaches.
8:30pm - 1 x Mylanta 2go Antacid (Aluminium hydroxide 400mg, Magnesium hydroxide 400mg and Simenthicone 40mg).
9:00pm - 4 x 12.5mg Meclizine (50mg total) as the antiemetic of choice.
I am now here.
9:50pm - Prepare for the SN and benzos drinks. Have a spare SN drink just in case.
10pm - Take 25g SN in 60mL water + in another cup, 37 loparezam crushed with a mortar and pestle and diluted in water.
Then lay down.
This community has been the most understanding out of all the ones I've been in. I could truly talk about my feelings. I hope this place lasts for a while. Even if it gets taken down by feds, I have a feeling people like us will always find a place to be ourselves.
Goodbye all and remember that you have a choice to end your suffering. Before that, I recommend trying all you can. I know I have tried and tried.
Love you all.