Venting I was held involuntarily and now I can't trust anyone.

[LoveIsLonely]

I was held involuntarily under observation for 142.8 hours for a post on Instagram where I indirectly said I wanted to die. I have never felt so powerless and violated. I hate my life even more and I have even less of a reason to be here now. The few people I could trust have burned me and I no longer have anyone I can talk to about how I feel. There really is nothing for me now.

 

[pedro3211]

I was held involuntarily under observation for 142.8 hours for a post on Instagram where I indirectly said I wanted to die. I have never felt so powerless and violated. I hate my life even more and I have even less of a reason to be here now. The few people I could trust have burned me and I no longer have anyone I can talk to about how I feel. There really is nothing for me now.

I had a similar experience, I'm sorry that happened to you and I know it's a shitty feeling

 

[CarbonBased]

I'm very sorry to hear that.. People really don't like realizing how powerless they are when it comes to certain things, so they often do something like that just so that they can later tell themselves that 'they have done all they could'. I don't have any stats on hospitalization, though, so I'm not sure whether it really does help some people

 

[LoveIsLonely]

I'm very sorry to hear that.. People really don't like realizing how powerless they are when it comes to certain things, so they often do something like that just so that they can later tell themselves that 'they have done all they could'. I don't have any stats on hospitalization, though, so I'm not sure whether it really does help some people

I'm sure there is some percentage of the population that it helps but I'm not sure how effective it is long term. I still have all the same problems as before just now I lost a week of my life.

 

[The Disqualified]

I was held involuntarily under observation for 142.8 hours for a post on Instagram where I indirectly said I wanted to die. I have never felt so powerless and violated. I hate my life even more and I have even less of a reason to be here now. The few people I could trust have burned me and I no longer have anyone I can talk to about how I feel. There really is nothing for me now.

I can imagine how that feels. It sounds so invalidating.
Wish you well.

 

[astr4]

that's awful i'm sorry. they always say to ask for help but when this is the sort of help that's forced upon us, obviously none of our problems end up actually getting resolved. this website is the only place i feel safe expressing myself.

 

[Bishop]

I was held involuntarily under observation for 142.8 hours for a post on Instagram where I indirectly said I wanted to die. I have never felt so powerless and violated. I hate my life even more and I have even less of a reason to be here now. The few people I could trust have burned me and I no longer have anyone I can talk to about how I feel. There really is nothing for me now.

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[pedro3211]

I'm sure there is some percentage of the population that it helps but I'm not sure how effective it is long term. I still have all the same problems as before just now I lost a week of my life.

I lost over 4 weeks and my family illegally refused to give me my passport or credit card lmao, shits rough