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I want to synthesize Nembutal, but don’t know if it’s worth it

Tyra

Tyra

Pic is from Shawshank Redemption after he escaped.
Jul 22, 2026
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I did just find a reliable recipe which is why I became interested in synthesizing N again. It's time consuming to make. There is many many steps.

I just don't know if it's worth it, or if I should just go with SN?
 
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