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Venting I want to hurt myself or CTB but

LilyLaroux2000

LilyLaroux2000

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May 5, 2024
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Hello. So I finnaly got the sharpest razor I could and I really just want to use it. But I just got out of a psych ward and my family and friends are pushing me to recover but I feel like Im just not ready. Im trying so hard to recover but I just dont want to. I already tryed to CTB like 20 times and I failed every one of them, at this point I think its just not possible for me. Does anyone know what to do? Im lost. I already got help and its not working. I've wanted to die ever since I was little. Please someone tell me what to do.
 
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