Discussion I want to do it now so bad

[fkyou]

I want to do it right now so bad.sometimes you remember some specific negative thoughts that make you want to kill yourself leaving no hesitation or ambiguity

 

[Alexandra_]

I also want peace as soon as possible. The hands itch right. But because of the circumstances, I just can't do it yet

 

[fkyou]

I also want peace as soon as possible. The hands itch right. But because of the circumstances, I just can't do it yet

I can't count the days where I felt like I'm on edge and didn't do it because I was a coward that wanted to live for more

 

[Niron1492]

Me tooo,it sucks so much when a random thought makes you regret wanting to do CTB instantly, im alone now but i only have a box cutter and that barely does anything if your hand is not brave enough. :{

 

[usernamesarehard]

I want to do it right now so bad.sometimes you remember some specific negative thoughts that make you want to kill yourself leaving no hesitation or ambiguity

I have the same thing happening to me. I'm starting to feel somewhat ok and accept the cards I've been dealt in life, but then I remember something and I ask myself why I force myself to suffer.