My life has been going amazing, so good in fact, that I want to tear my face off and castrate myself.
I want to CTB soo badly, even though I have a wonderful life, partner and am on the path to transitioning.
I hate myself, I feel like a complete and utter embarrassment, burden and failure.
My emotional state has been on a slow decline over the past 3 years and, what makes it worse is that I have small, fleeting glimpses of happiness.
I try to savor those moments, but it's not enough, life is still painful.
I would appreciate methods (pref not painful/obvious).
Thank you for spending your time to read this post.
I want to CTB soo badly, even though I have a wonderful life, partner and am on the path to transitioning.
I hate myself, I feel like a complete and utter embarrassment, burden and failure.
My emotional state has been on a slow decline over the past 3 years and, what makes it worse is that I have small, fleeting glimpses of happiness.
I try to savor those moments, but it's not enough, life is still painful.
I would appreciate methods (pref not painful/obvious).
Thank you for spending your time to read this post.
