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m3nhera

m3nhera

Still alive, just not active here sometimes so dw
Nov 23, 2025
478
I don't really know why I feel like this. Things in my life seem to be going fine and first day at work was fine too. The future isn't that bleak, I tried to logically think of why I want to die so badly right now but I can't think of anything really. I just feel that it needs to happen. I'm in so much pain. It seems it gets heavier every passing day.
 
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budbud29

budbud29

Member
May 8, 2026
27
I thought you started feeling better and didn't want to go through with it ? Maybe you need to talk with someone that's all
 
m3nhera

m3nhera

Still alive, just not active here sometimes so dw
Nov 23, 2025
478
I thought you started feeling better and didn't want to go through with it ? Maybe you need to talk with someone that's all
I have a lot of mood swings, I feel like things will never get better and I should just do myself a favor and ctb before uni, but it's all a mess and a terrible time to do so anytime this summer since I have a job now(among other reasons). Also, who would tell my boss I'm dead? I don't want to have to set the text to send in advance in this hypothetical, but it's not like my parents have her number and I don't want them going through my phone or anything.
 

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