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I tried partial again today. I think I was more successful because I managed to stay kneeling for longer, but I'm still having the same problem of being unable to pass out quickly. The sensation I get wouldn't be outright pain but a strong discomfort whenever I kneel down. I don't move very much and my breathing feels restricted enough to cause discomfort but not enough to pass out after a minute. I have a red mark around my neck from the attempt in spite of the scarf I used to lessen the discomfort from the rope. It's been over an hour and I still feel like my throat is being constricted, especially when i breath in. The rope I'm using is on the thicker side and I'm wondering if a thinner rope would be easier to work with?
 
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