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XBunnyBoyx

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Jun 10, 2023
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So literally an hour ago, after planning for weeks to CTB today, I decided to attempt to hang myself with a belt in my apartment. I actually tried several doors in my apartment, but each time, after I hung for a few seconds the belt slipped right out.

Is there any other ways anyone would recommend me go about it? I'm not particular about how to go about it. I just want out very soon. I'd planned to be dead by now, and I want to die as soon as I can.
 
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Failing ctb is what I fear and is what sounds so horrible to me, I hate how it's not more straightforward to be free from this world, suicide really is just too unnecessarily difficult. But anyway I hope that you eventually find the freedom you search for, best wishes.
 
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Why don't you use a rope instead of the belt?
 
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XBunnyBoyx

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Why don't you use a rope instead of the belt?
I guess theoretically I could, but I'd likely have the same issue in my apartment. I'm choosing my apartment because I don't want to be caught.
Failing ctb is what I fear and is what sounds so horrible to me, I hate how it's not more straightforward to be free from this world, suicide really is just too unnecessarily difficult. But anyway I hope that you eventually find the freedom you search for, best wishes.
It actually humored me because I fell and landed right on my butt. When I realized that the belt slipped from the door, it at least humored me.

With that being said, I do want out of life and I'm 100% sure that I want out. Nothing is keeping me here. I admittedly don't know how to go about it.
 
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What do you mean by the belt slipping out? What was it anchored to? I'm having a hard time picturing the setup..
 
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XBunnyBoyx

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What do you mean by the belt slipping out? What was it anchored to? I'm having a hard time picturing the setup..
Basically wedged between the door and the frame after the door shut. It's strange because it seemed like it could handle some weight, but I seem to weigh too much for this.
 
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Rowan13

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Jul 15, 2023
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I used to have a belt fastened in a loop attached to a heavy-duty coat hanger in my closet. It would have probably worked, I just never got the guts to do it back then.
 
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Well, for starters using a decent rope as Praestat suggested. Secondly, I presume this is partial, which is unpredictable and not definitive like full. I recommend doing more research - SAAS, LOH and SW as some sources.
 

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