I thought it'd get better

[•_still_here_•]

I was fine, I don't even know why I went there. I spoke to the counselor, and it was pleasant. She was kind and empathetic, and yet now suddenly the thoughts are getting louder. My head hurts, I feel dizzy for some reason. I was fine, the whole exchange with the counselor was pleasant, as pleasant as it can be when you're crying and trying not to say the wrong thing and end up in a world of trouble. But then after that, my mind just kept repeating on the same thing again and again. And now I'm dizzy while trying to study for the exam I have in a few hours.....I'm so failing this exam (ᵕ—ᴗ—)•••
But back to the topic, I feel even worse. I don't know why but I do and the dizziness certainly doesn't help ദ്ദി( T ᗜ T )