i thought I was doing good recently but now I'm doing worse

[katara]

I was hoping I could finally get more active and tried going out after dealing with agoraphobia/no friends. But now I feel worse, I started feeling dizzy and bumping into things and now I feel more tired then ever. I literally feel like im dying, I don't know what i did to deserve this. I feel tired so I have to lay down but I'm not sleeping, just tired all the time. I was cooking a bit recently too but now I guess I have to stop because of whatever the hell is going on with me.
It's just not fair, i shouldnt have to live like this. I've been a nice person my whole life, and all it's led me to is being a pushover with no friends, no chance of ever getting married or having kids, nothing i want will ever come true. I can barely even stand so im in my bed writing this. Nobody should feel this way, the average 40 year old has more energy then me. I'm literally disabled

 

[jodes2]

I'm sorry you're suffering It sounds like you're experiencing physical and emotional symptoms that are affecting your quality of life. You're not alone in this, and a lot of people experience similar feelings and symptoms. I honestly think you to reach out to a healthcare professional for an evaluation and treatment. They can help determine the cause of your symptoms and provide you with the support you need to manage them.

In the meantime, try to focus on self-care and doing things that bring you comfort and joy, even if they are small. Try to surround yourself with people who care about you and support you. They can also make a big difference in your overall well-being. If you don't have a support system, consider reaching out to a support group for people who are experiencing similar issues. They might have answers for you, some insight into what might be going wrong and what answers you might have available to you.

It's okay to take things one day at a time and to make your health and well-being your number 1 priority. you are a human being who deserves to live a life filled with happiness and purpose. Take the first steps and see what help you can get, talk to your doctor for help. They should be able to do something

 

[FuneralCry]

The unfortunate reality is that there could never be anything fair about existing here, it's horrible how people suffer so much all through no fault of their own. But it does sound really tiring what you have to go through, and it's awful how life can very easily just get much worse. But anyway I wish you the best of luck.