Venting I think its over for me

[wasteandvoid]

I dont fucking care

Life feels like nothing


all my progress didnt exist just lying to myself to the point where it layered over my feelings and i dissociated i think ill always be melancholic

i dont care anymore theres nothing here for me


why does everything only get worse over time



wasted too much time in my own stupidity


Why does everything only become grayer and grayer and the window for anything enjoyable become closed and smaller and smaller


I have no skills I have no future



Everything I ever try to do or fix makes everything worse and more complex



im abandoning all my friends i never wanted them anyway fuck them were supposed to leave each other long ago


life is slavery

 

[wasteandvoid]

I dont fucking care

Life feels like nothing


all my progress didnt exist just lying to myself to the point where it layered over my feelings and i dissociated i think ill always be melancholic

i dont care anymore theres nothing here for me


why does everything only get worse over time



wasted too much time in my own stupidity


Why does everything only become grayer and grayer and the window for anything enjoyable become closed and smaller and smaller


I have no skills I have no future



Everything I ever try to do or fix makes everything worse and more complex



im abandoning all my friends i never wanted them anyway fuck them were supposed to leave each other long ago


life is slavery

I am better now I can do this




i wont give up