I think I'm going to hang myself this week

[SadLad]

I just can't take the pain anymore guys. I don't want to die but I just can't keep fighting anymore. I'm fighting a battle of so many fronts. I suffer from Body Dysmorphia which just consumes me. I need out. Maybe if I only had one fixation I'd be able to cope better but I can't. I have 2 days off work this week, hopefully I'll muster up the courage to hang myself since I haven't been able to get a SN source.

 

[FuneralCry]

That must be really awful what you are going through but anyway best wishes, I hope that you find freedom from your suffering.

 

[betternever2havbeen]

Don't do it if it's not what you really want. Have you had any help for your body dysmorphia?

 

[SadLad]

Don't do it if it's not what you really want. Have you had any help for your body dysmorphia?

The only thing that will likely help me is risking cosmetic surgery procedures, which quite frankly I don't think I'm mentally stable enough to get.

 

[Jorms_McGander]

https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC5986110/

BDD is a strong counter-indication for cosmetic procedures. Not only does data suggest it will not help with your symptoms, but it may actually aggravate your condition. This may be a triggering read for you, so be careful. It is going to discuss the symptoms of BDD and it discusses very extreme cases.

However, it is good clinical information. I strongly suggest you address the problem from a psychological angle first, as is indicated by the wisdom and experience of medical practice.

I am so sorry you are struggling with BDD. I hope you find peace from your struggles, if you CTB or if you don't.