I fucked up many relationships, school, jobs and my fitness goals. I think I did this on purpose as a form of self harm or something. I only really have myself to blame. I wish things weren't as they were. I wish I was normal and able to cope with life like other people. I either have to live being unhappy everyday or CTB and right now I'm not low enough/too scared to CTB.
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Same over here as well. Over a long time I've managed to, sometimes unintentionally, sometimes intentionally, impulsively just to hurt myself, manage to take almost everything nice out of my life.Similar threads
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