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eeriepuff

eeriepuff

just west of weird
May 31, 2026
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The combination of work & college is about to send me straight to the grave. I fucking HATE my parents for forcefully putting me through this and wish I never had to speak to them again. The thought of work just kills me. It's soul crushing truly. It makes me wanna buy 1,000 guns and just slash my wrists to the point of no return. I think I should apply for disability. I just can't take it anymore.
 
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Celerity

Celerity

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Jan 24, 2021
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In what industry do you work? Not all workplaces are created equal. Having to work while in college is definitely no joke though.
 
eeriepuff

eeriepuff

just west of weird
May 31, 2026
67
In what industry do you work? Not all workplaces are created equal. Having to work while in college is definitely no joke though.
I'm currently employed because I just graduated high school a few weeks ago
 
eeriepuff

eeriepuff

just west of weird
May 31, 2026
67
So you will need to work while in school, but you are not in either right now?
Yes but my parents are putting so much pressure on me when in reality I don't even wanna go to college
 
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Bishop

People die the way they lived
Mar 24, 2024
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The combination of work & college is about to send me straight to the grave. I fucking HATE my parents for forcefully putting me through this and wish I never had to speak to them again. The thought of work just kills me. It's soul crushing truly. It makes me wanna buy 1,000 guns and just slash my wrists to the point of no return. I think I should apply for disability. I just can't take it anymore.
Apply for disability as you said
 
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Yes but my parents are putting so much pressure on me when in reality I don't even wanna go to college
That's tough. My folks didn't put much pressure on me. I did that all by myself. College is not a good idea without a plan in mind. It would be better for you to work. I think most people should do that first before school, honestly. The vast majority of people have no idea what they want and what they are good at just after HS.
Apply for disability as you said
Disability is very difficult to get. I don't see this going well for a young adult who is presumably able-bodied.
 
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