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CicisDoingUnwell

CicisDoingUnwell

𝐓𝐨𝐨 𝐌𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝐖𝐨𝐫𝐤 𝐓𝐨 𝐃𝐨. <𝟑
Aug 8, 2025
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☆ ── ✉️ (𝑪 𝒊𝒔 𝒕𝒚𝒑𝒊𝒏𝒈...)
I wasn't expecting this at all.
To be honest, I wasn't expecting to see him on a Tuesday morning before work.


I just had a conversation with my therapist where we listed the likelihood of seeing him again. And to be honest, knowing I wouldn't see him helped.

And what happened before work today? Exactly, I took the train… with him. I had extreme heart palpitations, thought I was going to die, and I completely crashed at work.
I really cant take this anymore. I wish I could CTB and show him how bad I am actually doing.

☆ ── 𝑩𝒚𝒆; 𝑪! ✉️
 
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iamanavalanche

iamanavalanche

fast words, deliverance
May 20, 2024
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im so sorry 🫂 im pretty sure my rapist still lives maybe 20 mins away from me and i cant imagine how id react if i saw him.
i hope youre okay and safe :(( im sorry youve went through this
 
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sgtpepper

sgtpepper

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I'm so sorry you had to go through that...🫂
 
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unluckysadness

unluckysadness

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All my support to victims of rape. Rape is a crime. These people should end their lives in prison.
Victims shouldn't CTB. Rapists should CTB instead. Crazy world...
And little message to all the rapists : FUCK YOU !!!
 
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RosebyAnyName

RosebyAnyName

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Nov 9, 2023
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I'm so sorry that happened, I hope you feel better soon. I sympathize, something similar happened to me when I was in my early 20s (randomly came across the guy who molested me as a kid, then I spiraled really bad after), recovery feels so hopeless when you see these people still walking free after they hurt you.
 
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CicisDoingUnwell

CicisDoingUnwell

𝐓𝐨𝐨 𝐌𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝐖𝐨𝐫𝐤 𝐓𝐨 𝐃𝐨. <𝟑
Aug 8, 2025
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@RosebyAnyName
@unluckysadness
@sgtpepper
@iamanavalanche

Thank you so much guys(and ladies) for this…
That actually lightend my day a bit.
Hugs and Love ❤️

All my support to victims of rape. Rape is a crime. These people should end their lives in prison.
Victims shouldn't CTB. Rapists should CTB instead. Crazy world...
And little message to all the rapists : FUCK YOU !!!
Ik Ik… its been tough. I have a lot of stuff to prove tho and everything is already at thr lawyer. :))
All rapist should CTB. <3

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