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I realised inactivity here could be percieved as death

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Feb 23, 2026
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So for the record, even though I'm definitely not the most active or most well known user by far, practically nobody to you, I declare that if i were to ever CTB you would know about it. Currently I've been getting a bit better in life. Not perfect but it's not torture. I can go by my day without thinking about suicide on good days which i find quite impressive for myself. I sort of just live for small life pleasures - good food, days off, pets etc. I also sort of started to focus more on gaming and improving in it, geometry dash to be more specific. I guess thats about it. I am not happy with my life and i don't think i ever will but in the current state i learned to tolerate it.
This is more of a statement than a discussion sorry about that.
 
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